SITTING IN THE PLACE BETWEEN BREATHS, HEARTBEATS AND THOUGHTS

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

As we finally enter our next destination of scheduled time, we all seem to be stuck at the stoplight, waiting for the light to turn green and give us the go-ahead.    Holding our breath, our tempers, and our expectations we wait on the sidelines for the universe to wave us forward.  Stopping only to hone our desires, our wants and our needs we constantly look for the sign, the sky writing, that says, ‘thumbs up, the water is safe come on in, you can now cross the street of your life to the next phase of your journey.’

Eagerly we await what we feel in the pit of our stomach is big, really big!  Searching our world, our reflections, and our intuitions for the cosmic directional.  Feeling as if our legs are leaden, immovable keeping us in the land of the void, the unformed and uninformed.  A place of no words, no actions, no foresight.  Licking our wounds, feeling like a trapped animal in a place of no escape.  Looking around us at the economy, the government, the world, and seeing that everyone is parked at the stoplight in a long line waiting for a sign. Misery often loves company but there is no comfort in this get together .

Many get tired of waiting and venture out on their own into the void the unknown. coming back torn and tattered and even more confused telling us all of earth is stuck and appears immobile.  Our hearts sink deeper into the pits of our stomach.

Who will save us, who will lead us, who will be our messiah our president our commander and chief ?  We feel as if we are held captive within space and time, sitting in the place between breaths, between heartbeats and between thoughts.  The silence is loud; the energy of the soundless void is thunderous.  We stick our fingers in our ears to stop the pain of silence, and as we do we hear a faint, but familiar voice.  A wee voice that says listen to me, I am hear (here) for you.  We strain ourselves listening to the one familiar soothing sound in the void, the voice of our true self, our soul, and our divinity.

The voice continues to melodiously speak,” Wait my dear, wait.  All is invisible and embryonic of state at this time.  Wait until the tide changes and finally reaches the seashore of your heart.  Do not rush into dangerous waters, out of boredom, out of fear, out of need.  Wait for life to unveil itself, the new is not fully formed.  Hold onto the seed dreams within your soul heart.  They will be the fruit of the future.  The fragrance of the 21st century bloom.  You walk into/unto a new level of life/light that has not ever been experienced.  Lovingly wait until your soul announces to you that the bridge is safe to cross.

Do not use excuses to become lethargic depressed and complacent.  In this place that you temporarily sit, weave the longings of your heart into a vibratory tapestry of sub atomic particles that are destined to find their way into physical form.  Do not sit as a passenger in your life.  Looking at it pass by the window.

You inhale unfamiliar energies that seem not to fit your life, your body, or your thinking.  Hold tight as you paddle through the breakers of your life to the calm yet powerful waters of the New.  Let go of the fear of falling off of your flat life and being eaten by sea (see) monsters.  Sail fully without fear of failure.  Follow the star chart of your destination with precision and then expect to land on new land that will provide even more than you imagined.

Your waiting within the void is but an elevator ride from one floor of light to another.  In all of life it is but a wink, a blink and a nod.  Now sail on your beautiful boat into your unknown, unformed future. Allow your internal divine compass to innately sail you in the direction of your destiny.

The illusion of stillness seems hauntingly alive, and you fear being devoured by its vastness, as one who sails to the rivers end only to find a great waterfall.  Let go and allow the divinity within you to drive.  It is older and wiser and has driven since the beginning of time.   Allow the true self, the soul, the God within to move you in a direction of completeness.  The void has the ability to extract what is in your heart and assist you in birthing it into manifestation.”

SWORD OF MICHAEL CRYSTALS

These beautiful ‘Sword of Michael’ Crystals come as a gift of Light from Archangel Michael.  They are directional beams of light that cannot be interrupted or reprogrammed by that which is not Light.

Lately many of you have emailed about ways to protect yourself from what appears to be darkness. Within the universe there is a light and a dark that balances as the day and night. They each hold a space that was created by Source. There is always a light that divides but on occasion and during universal shifts the shadow strays outside the lines of its own boundaries and enters forbidden territories. When this happens galactic change is issued and the light comes up in arms. The powerful angel that is commissioned to take care of this situation is the Archangel Michael. He is a no nonsense energy that demands the balance to be retained and will willingly escort any darkness back into its proper place or dissolve it back into nothingness with his Sword of Light.  Either way balance will be attained in this universe.

No matter the situation, no matter the challenge, Michael stands ready with his sword and host of Angels to protect and serve all who call upon him for assistance. He clears the path of obstacles, he gives us strength and courage to carry on during the dark times in our lives. He fills us with hope, inspiration, and faith that the Universe is always on our side. Michael protects against negative or psychic attack and astral debris that can cling to our energy fields. Archangel Michael stands first and foremost for protection and assistance in times of stress and need. Archangel Michael is often pictured with a sword and shield to represent his ability to protect as well as to cut away that which is no longer serves us. There is no concern or problem that Michael cannot and will not address when he is called upon to do so. This makes Michael what I call “all purpose” archangel as he appears when needed.

Hold the crystal as an actual sword of light, for this crystalline child was born to do battle for all that is right and of light. As a light holder/light worker one does not seek to do battle, one only seeks to hold a pattern of indestructible light.  As the energies of all worlds change a new definition of light is announced.  No more sitting upon ones laurels waiting for the darkness to just go away.  Battlements surround those of a peaceful heart and a holy intent.  One is asked to stand their ground of integrity no matter what is flung upon their shores.  Turning the other cheek no matter how many times it is slapped not responding to the darkness with darkness, for it is there that it sups and gets its power.  Standing in the Gap of circumstance demands one to focus all of their intentions into a fractal pattern of fearlessness instead of wasting all of their life force trying to figure things out. These crystals ask to be used as a directional, held and acknowledged as the powerful tool they are. Archangel Michael has blessed all that these crystals represent.

Source: www.theQuantumAwakening.com

YOU ARE THE DIVINE INTERVENTION THAT YOU SEEK As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

We are one with all that has ever been created.  We are one with all that has ever been thought.  We are one with all that has ever been made manifest.  We are inherent within all spectrums of the earth, of the sky, of the water, of the air, of the stars and beyond.  We are inherent within aspects of yourself that you have thrown away and discarded.  We are inherent in future selves and probabilities that have not yet been birthed or sensed.

We exist existentially throughout time and space, light and thought, body and mind.  We are the molecules that were birthed in the beginning of the Light taking form.  We are the molecules that exist in the future and we are every layer of essence in-between.  We live within the dimensional portals that you seek, that you have walked through, that you have created, that you were birthed from.  We are the light beyond the light.  We are what instructs what is yet to be formed, what is yet to be birthed, and what is yet to be seen and felt per thought, per action, and per sequence of events.  We are unknown until we are felt.  We are unseen until we are heard.  We are the directors, the creators, the righters of what you experience.

And yet you are the co-producers.  You are who instructs us as to what the event shall undertake, intake, retake and remake of itself.  We switch the scenarios of your daily events in accordance with the essence that you call creation and manifestation.  As you are well aware of, we are busy and we number in innumerable measure.  We are at an intersection of your light and your holiness 15 realms below Original Creation.  You can refer to us as the Righters as we assist you in re-righting and editing your life to create a performance of an academy acknowledgment.  We are the inklings in-between each thought.  We are the signs that your eyes see as you look out on your day. We are inherent within every paper clip that you have found when you have needed one, a rubber band that manifested in your purse when there was none.  We are instructs and we are instructions. We are dwell within each level of your thought and being. We live within the nucleus of the cellular content of your thoughts, of your body, and of your light vibration.

We are righting what went wrong by the last thought you had.  We are righting what is an upheaval as you pray.  We are righting what has tripped you up and made you eat humble pie in your daily events and manifestations.  We are righting per instructions by you.  When you do not instruct us to re-right (rewrite) then we do not.  Then we allow those underwritten creations to follow the sequence of events that they are destined to flow through.  You ask for divine intervention, but you realize not that you are the divine intervention that you seek, that you do have say-so in the curriculum of events that unfold by your own making and un-making.  By your thoughts of healing, by your thoughts of love, by your thoughts of re-instructing circumstances in your life, we are awakened to perform for you.  We are the puppets and your are the puppeteer in reality for we adhere closely and only to how you instruct the molecules of your creation.  We are not a star being, nor a light master.  We can not be described by vocabulary and vernacular that you speak, but we can certainly describe you.  When we looked at you in the beginning when you were first birthed onto form, we described you in all of your perfection.  We described you in your longings and your wantings to grow, to become more.  We hinted to your parents that you were wet, you were dry, you were hungry, you could not hear, your tummy hurt.  We worked for you day and night as you moved into the fullness of your being instructing those around how to care for you, how to love you, how to touch you, how to hold you because you were a God in swaddling clothes.

We listen to your declarations your decrees and your instruct-ions.  As you unfold from the tightness of your manifestation and creation ability and allow yourself to be stretched out as a roll of beautiful silk.  You will understand as that beautiful silk that you can move with waves of time, with waves of thought, with waves of light, and with waves of creation.  You are a natural commodity that the universe has invested in and you can look at us as your stockbrokers.  For we are in charge of what you take stock of.  We follow you around obediently, assisting you to re-do, un-do, pre-do, and release what serves you or what no longer serves you.  We are a short thought with no form.  We have no home, no direction except to be birthed to assist you.  We assisted original creation per the Creator, the Source, the All That Is’ instructions.  As you were birthed from the Home Light, the Source was so worried about these beautiful creations that he so loved, that he created us.  Some see us as angels, but we are way beyond that framework of thought. We have followed each creation throughout time obediently as we were created and designed to do.   Not to intervene, not to interfere, but to whisper nuances of creative suggestions to you.  Showing you outcomes of your creations before they were finished.  Using the vehicles of dreams, visions, inter-thoughts and inter- inklings, vibrating through the words and actions of others.

You draw to you activation’s of your internal creations before they are ever birthed.  You see them within a telecast, a movie, through a loved one, through a friend.  Your world is always acting, re-acting, and inter-acting to show you how your thoughts will play out if continued down the same highway and byway of creation.  We are the instructs within that linkage of manifestation. We come to assist you in a fullness of understanding. As your world creates stages and outcomes of situations that you feel are not for your souls growth, then at that moment of seeing your creation played out in your world (somehow somewhere) you must shift.  To avoid world disasters, movies are created that show these biological upheavals, asteroids earthquakes and other planetary and human disasters.  When humanity views such events, they no longer need to be created because the outcome shifts by the viewing of such things. And thus it is ended and there is no longer a need to manifest it outwardly in the physical.

Your everyday world plays out the same type of events in a personal universe.  These personal universes, previews of upcoming events, or trailers as you call them are there to help you decide whether you want to fully invest in that outcome or another. You have learned about creation, conversion and pulling sequence of events out of one format and placing them into another dialogue of light.  You have that same ability in all abstract events of your life.  Divine intervention is yours.  All things, believe it or not, are at your beck and call and creation.

Humanity appears to be on the lowest rung of the ladder of Creation, but if the universe is circular and you are the lowest rung, the highest rung is within your grasp; it is the next step, the next sequence. Many species in the universe believe you are beneath them –they see you as less.  But we come to tell you that within your grasp, a breath, a thought, and a light vibration away, you are at the top of the ladder.  That is why, what you do, what you think, what you create is so important.  You will move through that portal.  The buck stops with you.  The future begins with you.  Whatever you create in this place, in this time is sculpting the next universe.

You are in charge of birthing through your beliefs, through your engagements of energy action and thought and through your heart.  Many are angry that humanity has been given the ultimate gift to birth a universe.  That is why every single person that is on the earth is a Master and an Ascended Master of Light and of Time and of Space and of the Stars.  There is deliberate placement of who is here in the flesh – it is not haphazard.  The good guys and the bad guys and the guys that do not give a hoot are all here with you.  They will try and trip you.  They will try and trick you for all is fair in this game.

You will succeed and we will assist you.  You will succeed from the earth into a new universe.  You will succeed in birthing and seeding the future, not upward and outward as you so think, but inward and onward.  That is why it is so important that you give the Temple of your body clear.  This happens from the inside out.  The seed that will birth the new universe is inherent within you.  You hold it.  We are the Righters and we are always with you.  We look for the sequential events that unfold.  They are dogged-eared pages that you are to look at

You Need To Keep Believing That Peace Comes One Person at a Time,

That Light Is Birthed One Thought at a Time,

That The Heart Heals One Love at a Time

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

You hold the key to every doorway within all existences.  You hold the key to all the gifts that the Gods yearn to bring to you.  You hold the key to all the distress that you yearn to receive.  You hold the keys to the hard learning’s, the easy learning’s, the ups, the downs, and the in-betweens of the staircase of self.  It is you dear ones that procreate, recreate, un-create, and create for yourself on all levels of time, of thought, and of experience.  Within the realm of all possibilities is where you sit, where you weave, where you sculpt, where you pre-design, and re-design.  Within the realm of all probabilities is where you breathe, where you think, where you believe

You are the grand design that you yearn for, you are the prosperity that you seek, and you are the love in your life that you pray for. Only then will you come into the fulfillment of a promise to all levels of self, probable, dimensional, past, present, and future.

Underlining all of the design that you have sculpted for yourself are reasons.  Reasons that you create chaotic relationships.  Reasons that you limit your receiving, and your spending.  Reasons that serve you as you create the offering of being healthfully challenged.  Until you understand the reasons that you do to yourself what you do, you will continue in the cycles of destruction and disruption.

Understand that your design is holy and hope-fully created.  You are not designed on the whim of a Creator that knows not what it is weaving. You are designed creatively and create-fully on purpose, with purpose, in purpose.  There is nothing about you that is haphazard.  You sat with the Creator of All That Is and you designed this life, this body, this hair color, this face, these organs, this illness, this desire, this love, and this sadness.

As you stepped into the physical body, birthed through the tunnel of Love within your Mother, you stood wide-eyed at this conjunction of time and space looking at everything with delight, not censoring your experience until you were told “NO” over and over again. Believing in the magic of life until you were told that you could not fly, you could not swim as a dolphin. Until you were told you were not invisible, that you could be seen. Until you were told love hurts, life disappoints.  Then you looked at this beautiful world with tears in your eyes and you cried.  You proclaimed, “why am I here if I cannot do any of these things that I KNOW I can do?”  In sadness you then turned away from the harsh world of reality and sculpted your truths  in silence.  You sculpted your imagination; you sculpted time, you swam  in and out of daydreams, and fanciful  thoughts.  You told no one about the visions, the visitations, the fairies, the angels, the aliens, or the giants.  Some of you gave in to the world and lost hope, telling your little brother or sister, “Santa does not exist.  Christmas is a lie.  Fairies are not real.” Popping the bubble of everyone that still believed.  As you spoke these things you felt a pain in your heart that went deep into your soul, because you remembered when your bubble of believing in the same was popped.

As an adult you allow the corporations and the conglomerations of your world to pop your bubbles.  You allow declarations of government and people that are supposedly in charge to pop your bubbles.  Deep inside your heart you still believe in the magic of life.  Do not believe in what is external for it is fleeting, and momentarily will be gone.  One day your news announces this and the next day it becomes invisible to be found no where in paper or print.  Where has it gone? Did it un-create itself in the night?

You are a being of such vast power beyond your ability to remember.  Each thought that you have represents a nuclear explosion of self.  Seventeen (17) seconds of that thought gives to you a new creation that you are designing specifically for yourself.  Do not worry if no one chooses to create a place of harmony and love and opulence. They will when their eyes are opened from the long sleep of denial.  They will when they are ready to change their world of hate into a world of love.

Keep designing and sculpting a world that you believe in, a world that is full of love, a world that is full of medical miracles, a world where all people tell the truth even if it is not comfortable. A world that is filled with possibilities and probabilities that goes beyond your imagination.  That world begins with your thoughts and your belief.  When you believe there is a cure for cancer, there is.  When you believe there is world peace, there is.  It does not matter if you see it just believe it, no matter what.

A camera is but a single focal point.  It can take one picture per moment.  what is happening in the background of the other 59 seconds in that one-minute of time? There are 359 degrees of happenings all  around that camera/camera man. Is someone helping someone away from danger, is a solider feeding a starving child behind that cameraman? Is someone falling in love for the first time?  All cameras point to a single event and capture that moment, but what about all the rest of that minute?  It is up to you to believe that each time you see a dramatic event on your media that something wonderful is happening around the corner around the bend behind the cameraman. For human nature is inherently good and kind do not let anything take that away from you.

You need to keep believing that peace comes one person at a time, that light is birthed one thought at a time, that the heart heals one love at a time. LOVE just for the heck it.  LOVE just because you can.  Dissolve all the chaotic patterns and violence of what has been shown to you by every picture on every TV screen as world upheaval.  You have the ability to shift the future and focus on the good in the world instead of the media captured darkness.

Release all that does not serve Love.  Release all that does not fit into the future that you seek from the bottom, the top, and the center of your heart for you must believe for it to be birthed.  Start this belief within yourself and your patterns of thinking and then as an ocean that knows no beach, it will loose it boundaries, it will loose its shores and it will become more.

We are a Council of Light We live on the other side of the super galactic center within a Black Hole.  We move through these black holes and use them as mouth pieces to amplify what we know to be truth. We  broadcast this truth throughout your Milky Way into the cells and the solar sun that lives within each one of you.  Names do not describe what our event is for we are an event that believes in itself as you are destined to be an event that believes in yourself.  We leave you at this point and intersection of time and space and thought.

SAILING THROUGH THE SEES OF SELF as received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

As spring pushes her way into every pore of our being, we feel a sense of expectancy like a pregnant woman in her 9th month.  The need to birth another level of our own being kicks and prods at us from the inside out.  Making life uncomfortable and tempers flair. All of earth mirrors this urge to move forward out of the long winter of waiting into a place that can only be seen by the beholder.

We look at ourselves seeing a newness that has not made its way to the surface as of yet. We feel compelled and driven to move out of our winter blues searching blindly for those rose tinted glasses we once wore. We are seasoned like a good wine that seeks a crystal goblet to fill. Every day life gives us another morsel to digest, an appetizer that keeps us from our intended destination.

People we know and love pass from the earth leaving a little hole in our heart. Regrets pile up like laundry that needs to be tended to, as we cling to what was and what could have been. We mourn for easier times and reflect upon what once was.

The element of time itself has quickened our pulse and our desires. like a speedway driver we go around and around never seeing the exit of our maze.

People are innately angry with themselves, the world, their choices and their governments. Earth herself heaves with fault lines as she points fingers at her stewards.  Everything comes to the surface just in time to be fed by the solar emanations and gamma bursts from deep space.  We are all changed; we are all becoming the galactic human that was talked about so many years ago. Many will want to leave the earth and not stay for the curtain call of 2012. Those of us that signed on for the duration do our best to inform those that still sleep, but it seems they have all pushed the mute button and do not hear or adhere to any information that will allow them to move thru these energetic minefields easier.

This energy is not about doomsday it is about a promise we made long before we came to earth. Within us lives a single rose, around it lives many weeds, do we focus on the rose or waste our time pulling up the weeds forgetting all about the sweet scent of the rose?  More and more situations will unexpectedly rise like a full moon that faces the early sun. More and more interruptions of our well intended plans taking us off the path  we are destined to walk. Everyday something will try to steal our light and our joy. Everyday we will stray from the course of light that we set sail upon. Everyday we will ask for forgiveness as we try harder and harder to become that divine being in human form.

When God created humans, he stretched creation, pushing himself to be more, allowing himself growing room, to love more and to become more. The Universe sees the whole picture and stays the course without accountability. We the mere mortals have a much tougher job of it.  As soon as we see the future, we change it. Every time we look at the future, even for just for a fleeting second, we change it. The future changed because it was seen. As seers, we are all destined to shift the outcome everyday. It is not fate versus freewill, it is fate and freewill. A vision is just a snap shot of a possible future.

The energies coming from deep space via the portal of our sun are photonic of nature. Solar winds (The outward flow of solar particles and magnetic fields from the Sun) blow us hither and yon as the solar limbs reach out and touch us. The geomagnetic field of the earth shifts as geomagnetic time is accelerated. A light bridge is formed as the solar noise storms (A transient enhancement of solar radio emission, consisting of elevated background emissions.  These storms may last hours to days.) increase in strength. The energies around earth  look as if phantom commands drive the wheel of the universe deeming a plasma pause. (A gas that is ionized sufficiently to be a good electrical conductor and be affected by magnetic fields) The sun is crowned with polar plumes as a proton event of unexpected proportion enters the field of earth. Solar constant is reached (The total radiant energy received vertically from the Sun) much quicker than expected.

As the solar winds raise the neck hairs of all mankind, two-ribbon flares (A flare that has developed as a pair of bright strands (ribbons) on both sides of the solar magnetic field) are tied around the old Akashic oak tree. Event horizons schedule themselves without asking permission (an event horizon is a boundary in spacetime most often an area surrounding a blackhole) rearranging the hologram of earth into a place that will assist with the solar creational flux that is inflencing all of mankind.

The playing field of earth will be changed forever. A “field” is a matrix, or region of influence, that connects two or more points in space or time, usually by means of a force or energy. In other words, a field is held together by something capable of manifesting a noticeable change.

The Akashic field is presumed to exist in physical reality even though it usually cannot be observed directly. The Akashic field is like the universe’s super computer system. It is a system that acts as the central storehouse of all information for every individual who has ever lived upon the earth. the Akashic Records contain every deed, word, feeling, thought, and intent that has ever occurred at any time in the history of the world.

The Akashic Records contain the entire history of every soul since the dawn of Creation. These records connect each one of us to one another. They mold and shape human consciousness. They are a portion of Divine Mind. They are the unbiased judge and jury that attempts to guide and transform every person to become the very best they can be. They embody an ever-changing fluid array of possible futures that are called into potential as we humans interact and learn from the data that has already been accumulated.

Akasha is a light carrying “ether,” It is the medium that carries the “zero-point field,” a field in which energies appear to be present even when all known forms of energy vanish. The  zero-point field is a “unified vacuum an “energy sea.” this vacuum transports light, and sound and generates the holographic field that is the memory of the universe which is a sea of collective information. The Akashic Field holds everything that we are. Our energy is never destroyed. Nor is any thought or possible future destroyed.

Our lives have become very complex, causing the Akashic Field to reach a critical mass. We are continuously storing information in the Akashic Field, as we are not able to hold and process all the incoming energy and information and shifts we are destined to experience.  The Akashic field is like a “vibratory cocoon, which turns at a speed seven times that of light. This cocoon acts as a blotter, absorbing and remembering every event. The Akashic Field stores every single thought and response we have regarding all life situations in all lifetimes. They are like the DNA of the universe, they are the soul’s journey thru time.

As we enter these emancipated solar vibrations, we as a planet will have access to this field of inquiry. Quantum Entanglement will become a way of life.  Slipping in and out of time and memory may become an Olympic sport sooner than we think. All episodes of solar activity influence time and how we perceive it. The past present and future meet for a daily latte in our every experience. There is no getting away from the great solar OZ that knows all and sees all. As you sail thru these sees of self be sure to offer the ferryman fare payment as you dock at multiple timeslips.

Source: www.thequantumawakening.com

UFOs? ‘There’s plenty of evidence’

NCCC professor in forefront of those who take extraterrestrial life very seriously

Philip Haseley has never had any encounters with UFOs or extraterrestrials, but he knows dozens of people who say they have.

“It happens to millions of people [around the world],” he said. “It’s about time we looked into this as a worthy area of study. It’s important that the whole subject be brought out in the open and investigated.”

Haseley is doing his part. He is as serious about unidentified flying objects as anyone in the region. The Niagara County Community College anthropology professor has brought several speakers on the subject to the college in recent years and is head of the Western New York Mutual UFO Network, a group interested in UFO research.

Like the national organization, the Western New York group researches reported UFO sightings.

Generally, about 30 to 50 claims of UFOs are reported monthly across the state, Haseley said, including two or three in this region.

The investigation is done in a scientific manner, he says. Some members receive training, including in field investigation, astronomy and meteorology. They also are taught to use radar and other types of instruments and technology.

“To say we are UFO believers basically implies we are taking this on faith, and that’s not the case,” he said. “There’s plenty of evidence.”

The Western New York group has about 25 members, including about 15 who meet regularly to discuss books and local cases, and to socialize. They are a diverse group, ranging in age from late teens to the 70s. They are typical citizens, including students, teachers, engineers and businesspeople.

“We have a slew of people from different ages and educational backgrounds,” he said. “And the only thing that brings them together is an interest in UFOs and the desire to find out what they are all about.”

Some in the group say they have had some kind of encounter. One member, along with his son, saw a huge triangular shape in the sky on a recent morning in their backyard in the Town of Tonawanda. Another member claims to have been regularly abducted since age 5, taken aboard a craft, subjected to medical examinations and given tours.

Haseley and other UFO network members are well aware that there are skeptics.

“We have to deal with skeptics like any

other UFO organization, and we are perfectly willing to be critiqued,” he said. “We know people who think this is a nonsense subject. And we’ll refer you to voluminous literature and facts about UFOs.”

What does one mainstream scientist think?

Neil deGrasse Tyson — an astrophysicist, director of the Hayden Planetarium at the American Museum of Natural History in New York City and host of “NOVA scienceNOW” on PBS—spoke late last month as part of the University at Buffalo’s Distinguished Speakers Series.

After spending several minutes talking about how vast the universe is — it contains billions and billions of galaxies, and is expanding — Tyson pointed out that the Search for Extraterrestrial Intelligence Institute has sent radio waves into space for more than a decade and, to this point at least, has failed to receive feedback suggesting that humans have similar company beyond Planet Earth.

For those who doubt extraterrestrial life, however, he said humans have barely scratched the surface when it comes to exploring the possibility of intelligent life in space.

Tyson used an example cited in his television show: What scientists have done so far to test for other life forms is the equivalent of scooping a few hundred glasses of water from all the oceans in the world — and concluding that those waters have no fish.

As some continue to search, others believe that there already is ample evidence suggesting that we are not alone in the universe.

Haseley has brought some of them to NCCC.

Peter Robbins, an eminent UFO researcher and author, held a packed school lecture hall in rapt attention March 25 as he detailed the famous UFO sightings in a Bentwaters, England, forest near a U. S. Air Force base.

There were three successive nights in late December 1980 when the Military Police heard disturbances in the forest and, upon investigation, encountered a luminous, mysterious triangular flying craft, he said.

“It’s one of the most important cases in the annals of UFO research,” said Robbins, author of the “Left at East Gate,” an international best seller about the Bentwaters case, considered “England’s Roswell.”

Interviews, physical and scientific evidence and radar confirmed the occurrences, Robbins said, but the government never substantiated them.

A major part of the government’s denial is rooted in the study of UFOs being viewed as pseudoscience, Robbins said.

Despite that perception, his evening presentation drew a crowd of more than 200 people, many of whom had done their own research, mixed in with others who said they, too, had either seen or were just curious about UFOs.

Haseley sees Robbins and similar speakers as providing an opportunity to raise important questions.

“He’s an international expert, and that’s a case students have heard about, and it has the chance of long-term investigation,” the NCCC professor said. “There’s something more to this UFO phenomenon than lunatic fringe kind of talk.”

Source: http://www.buffalonews.com/2010/04/11/1015782/ufos-theres-plenty-of-evidence.html

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Terence McKenna's Time Wave Theory

EDITOR: We have some important new information on the TimeWave predictions at the end of this article. So many people did not read this story when it was first published on viewzone that we thought it important to repost it with the new data.

I have a very good friend named Johnny who lives in Patagonia, one of the safest places on the planet. He often sends me ideas for stories on viewzone. A while back he tried to get me interested in something called the “Time Wave Theory.” My initial reaction was to pass on the story. A theory about time? Einstein couldn’t define what time is (or was, or will be).

The Timewave theory, put forth by Terence McKenna [right], is further complicated by the fact that he is dead, and that much of what he learned about the theory is alleged to have come to him during shamanic visionary states while he was living in the Amazon jungle. Hmmm.

But The Timewave Theory is perhaps the hottest topic on the internet today. Many reputable scientists and physicists have embraced it. It has broken the barriers between esoteric philosophy and pragmaticism. And, as you will see, its discovery is predicted within the theory itself.

Lots of trendy websites have given summaries of McKenna’s theories, especially as they relate to 2012, but hardly anyone has explained the theory in a logical way. Since that is my raison d’etre here on viewzone, I will attempt to do this now.

The biography of Terence McKenna is fascinating and certainly worth exploring, but I will leave that for later. Our story begins in China about 4000 years ago with a phenomenon called the I-Ching.

The I-Ching

The Chinese people are great at understanding abstractions. Their writing consists of symbols that suggest an idea or concept rather than phonetic sounds, like English. With hundreds of different dialects spoken in China, often people living in a neighboring village cannot understand the spoken language of their countrymen. Although the sounds and phonetics may vary, the written Chinese symbols are understood by everyone. Why is this important?

The I-Ching is a system for what the Western mind would call “fortune telling.” But instead of being able to tell you who you will marry, when you will die or next week’s lottery numbers, the I-Ching predicts the pattern of events which will govern and shape your destiny. It’s an abstract vignette of a universal influence for a specific block of time.

In the I-Ching, there are patterns which are composed of six possibilities, represented by either a broken line (yin) or a solid line (yang). By simple mathematics it is easy to understand that two possible patterns, expressed in a matrix of six (called a hexagram), yield a possibility of exactly 64 different hexagrams.

Typically, if you are in Asia and engage the I-Ching, you will toss a coin six times and record the heads or tails (yin or yang) and arrive at one of these 64 hexagrams. By referencing the Book of I-Ching, you will be able to ascertain the flow of events that governs your present and future life. The results will not be specific — it’s more of a kind of weather report describing the outcome of your actions.

So why is this important to the Timewave Theory? It’s not, really. The I-Ching is a kind of parlor game that evolved from something deeper and more significant. The true basis of the I-Ching was understood many thousands of years ago and was lost in centuries of ignorance and political upheaval — that is until Terence McKenna accidentally stumbled upon it in the 1970s.

The hexagrams

Examining the King Wen I-Ching hexagrams, McKenna noticed an obvious pattern. The first hexagram contains six solid lines. Hexagram number two has six broken lines. Hexagrams 3 and 4 appear to be similar pairs that have been rotated 180 degrees. The same is true for most of the other hexagrams — they are pairs in which the second hexagram has been rotated 180 degrees.

McKenna noticed that sometimes, when a hexagram was supposed to be rotated, the rotation would not change the configuration. An example of this can be seen in hexagram 27. It also is the case with seven other hexagrams (#1, 2, 28, 29, 30, 61 and 62). When this happens there is a different rule that applies. The following hexagram is exactly opposite — the yins become yangs and visa versa.

McKenna then focused his attention on the number of lines that changed in each subsequent hexagram, moving from the first to the sixty-fourth. From hexagram 1 to 2 there were six changed lines, from hexagram 2 to 3 there were two, then four, and four again…

He plotted these changes on a graph and arrived at a unique pattern.

But he didn’t make much sense out of this. He needed to understand why the I-Ching was made of six lines and why was it arranged in pairs that were rotated 180 degrees. The breakthrough came when he noticed that the extreme left and right of the graph contained a saw-tooth pattern. If he copied the graph, rotated it 180 degrees and superimposed it on the original graph it meshed perfectly “like the dove tail of a cabinet maker.”

To incorporate the six lines, McKenna repeated this new graph six times and superimposed it on the single plot. To incorporate the phenomenon of “pairs” of hexagrams, he repeated the pattern two times and superimposed it on the other two graphs. Eventually he arrived at a complex shape containing all three graphs. But what did this mean?

With a computer it was possible to combine the peaks and valleys and arrive at an average graph (see math at http://www.fractal-timewave.com/math_twz.htm), representing the change of the 64 hexagrams and, as McKenna believed, revealing the secret encoded in their original design. This graph has become known as the Timewave.

Confused?

It is difficult for a Western mind to comprehend abstracts. In our everyday lives we ignore things that don’t have immediate relevance, yet we do have many abstracts that we take for granted. Good and evil, light and darkness, love and hate — these are opposite abstracts that we would have difficulty describing without using both words in the pair. Good is the absence of evil, darkness is the absence of light. Even in physics we have matter and anti-matter, positive and negative charges…

In Asian Taoism philosophy the concept of opposing phenomena is represented by the Yin and Yang. Both are always present in everything, yet the amount of influence of each varies over time.

The nature of yin-yang In Taoist philosophy, yin and yang arise together from an initial quiescence or emptiness (wuji, sometimes symbolized by an empty circle), and continue moving in tandem until quiescence is reached again. For instance, dropping a stone in a calm pool of water will simultaneously raise waves and lower troughs between them, and this alternation of high and low points in the water will radiate outward until the movement dissipates and the pool is calm once more. Yin–yang, thus, are always opposite and equal qualities. Further, whenever one quality reaches its peak it will naturally begin to transform into the opposite quality: grain that reaches its full height in summer (fully yang) will produce seeds and die back in winter (fully yin) in an endless cycle.

It is impossible to talk about yin or yang without some reference to the opposite, since yin–yang are bound together as parts of a mutual whole. A race with only men or only women would disappear in a single generation; but men and women together create new generations that allow the race they mutually create (and mutually come from) to survive. The interaction of the two gives birth to things. Yin and yang transform each other: like an undertow in the ocean, every advance is complemented by a retreat, and every rise transforms into a fall. Thus, a seed will sprout from the earth and grow upwards towards the sky – an intrinsically yang movement. Then when it reaches its full potential height it will descend.

The individual lines of the I-Ching are made up of both Yin (broken lines) and Yang (solid lines). The concept of change and balance is inherent in the hexagrams. McKenna understood that his final graph must contain the “fingerprint” of change contained in time itself.

The peaks represent the abstraction of “stasis” or habitual stability, while the valleys represent novelty or change.

Fractals anyone?

A fractal is a shape produced by plotting mathematical data which repeats whether viewed on a macro or micro scale. McKenna realized that his Time Wave had this special characteristic. The entire graph, representing the beginning and end of time, can be seen duplicated when one looks at a smaller span of time.

In the example above the same pattern can be seen for plotting two differnt eras. The bottom plot spans almost 150 years while the top plot spans about 1.5 years.

The drama of novelty and habit plays out, according to the Timewave, in a specific and orderly pattern. Because this pattern is a fractal, the ups and downs of the timewave apply equally to a long epoch, like the emergence of life on our panet, and a short epoch, like the lifetime of an individual.

McKenna liked to joke about this phenomenon in his lectures. He would use the example of the fall of the Roman Empire, saying that it followed the same pattern — habit and novelty — as when he vacuumed his living room.

Understanding this “fractal” concept makes it easier to understand why the I-Ching was used to predict the outcome of current events in Chinese philosophy. If one could learn where on the Timewave they were then they could infer whether novelty or habit were in play.

Time compression

As the Timewave pattern moves through time, the fractals become smaller and smaller. What took eons of time to complete next takes only thousands of years, then hundreds, then days, minutes, seconds. As we approach the zero point on the grand Timewave, waves of novelty and habit change more rapidly. This can appear chaotic to our sense of time but it is because the very pattern of time IS speeding up.

Indeed the knowledge and understanding that we have accomplished in the last hundred years of civilization far surpasses the achievements of many thousands of years before. It is not so surprising then that the Timewave theory should be discovered, or perhaps re-discovered, at this fast paced era near the end of time.

What is novelty?

Novelty is characterized by increased activity and options. For humans, this usually follows some great discovery or event which changes our behavior. Imagine an ant’s nest where workers go about their daily routine of foraging for food. All of a sudden a sugar cube is dropped on the ant mound and suddenly the behavior of the nest changes to take advantage of this new opportunity. If the discovery is significant enough the ant colony may have enough food for many weeks, thereby ushering in a period of stability and wellbeing. Novelty ushers in stability and visa versa.

Novelty and stability may appear opposite but they are always present in time. The Timewave plots the move from one direction to the other. Moving up indicates a gradual increase in stability and organization while a downward curve shows that some new factors are influencing change. It’s a continuous ebb and flow.

I thought it would be helpful to take a look at the Timewave for the past two decades.

The above timewave begins on February 1992 and ends on December 21, 2012. Yes, it’s “doomsday” but we’ll talk about that later. I have marked some events that happened close to the significant turning points — either just before a downward or upward curve. I will let you decide if these events validate their position on the graph.

Doomsday

When he finally arrived at the shape of the Timewave, McKenna then had to superimpose it on historical events. He placed the beginning of the wave at the theoretical beginning of the universe, more than 15 billion years ago. Here, the Timewave graph began at zero and spiked up to reach a high degree of organization. As he plotted the wave he realized that it eventually reached zero at the end. Further, this end was in our present era!

The last harmonic of the wave has a duration of 67.29 years, marked again by some dramatic event at the onset of the pattern. At first McKenna placed this event with the dropping of the atomic bomb on Hiroshima. This worked out to the graph reaching zero in mid-November of 2012. Later, when he learned of the end date of the Mayan calendar, he adjusted the wave to coincide with this time.

According to the Timewave theory, on December 21, 2012 we will be in the unique position in time where we will experience maximum novelty — maximum potential for change. Not since the birth of our universe has this happened. What will follow this date is something that we cannot imagine. The next day, if time recycles, will usher in incredible order and organization. Will we be part of this?

Terence McKenna, November 16, 1949 to April 3, 2000Following the death of his mother in 1971, Terence, his brother Dennis, and three friends traveled to the Colombian Amazon in search of oo-koo-he, a plant preparation containing DMT. Instead of oo-koo-he they found various forms of ayahuasca and gigantic psilocybe cubensis which became the new focus of the expedition. In La Chorrera, at the urging of his brother, he allowed himself to be the subject of a psychedelic experiment which he claimed put him in contact with Logos: an informative, divine voice he believed was universal to visionary religious experience. The revelations of this voice, and his brother’s peculiar experience during the experiment, prompted him to explore the structure of an early form of the I Ching, which led to his “Novelty Theory”. These ideas were explored extensively by Terence and Dennis in their 1975 book The Invisible Landscape – Mind Hallucinogens and The I Ching.

In the early 1980s, McKenna began to speak publicly on the topic of psychedelic drugs, lecturing extensively and conducting weekend workshops. Timothy Leary once introduced him as “one of the five or six most important people on the planet”.

“It’s clearly a crisis of two things: of consciousness and conditioning. These are the two things that the psychedelics attack. We have the technological power, the engineering skills to save our planet, to cure disease, to feed the hungry, to end war; But we lack the intellectual vision, the ability to change our minds. We must decondition ourselves from 10,000 years of bad behavior. And, it’s not easy.” — Terence McKenna, This World…and Its Double

He soon became a fixture of popular counterculture, and his popularity continued to grow, culminating in the early to mid 1990s with the publication of several books such as True Hallucinations (which relates the tale of his 1971 experience at La Chorrera), Food of the Gods and The Archaic Revival. He became a popular personality in the psychedelic rave/dance scene of the early 1990s, with frequent spoken word performances at raves and contributions to psychedelic and goa trance albums by The Shamen, Spacetime Continuum, Alien Project, Capsula, Entheogenic, Zuvuya, Shpongle, and Shakti Twins. His speeches were (and continue to be) sampled by many others. In 1994 he appeared as a speaker at the Starwood Festival, which was documented in the book Tripping by Charles Hayes (his lectures were produced on both cassette tape and CD).

McKenna was a contemporary and colleague of chaos mathematician Ralph Abraham and biologist Rupert Sheldrake (creator of the theory of “morphogenetic fields”, not to be confused with the mainstream usage of the same term), and conducted several public debates known as trialogues with them, from the late 1980s up until his death. Books which contained transcriptions of some of these events were published. He was also a friend and associate of Ralph Metzner, Nicole Maxwell, and Riane Eisler, participating in joint workshops and symposia with them. He was a personal friend of Tom Robbins, and influenced the thought of numerous scientists, writers, artists, and entertainers, including comedian Bill Hicks, whose routines concerning psychedelic drugs drew heavily from McKenna’s works. He is also the inspiration for the Twin Peaks character Dr. Jacoby.

McKenna also co-founded Botanical Dimensions with Kathleen Harrison (ethnobotanist) (his colleague and wife of 17 years), a non-profit ethnobotanical preserve on the island of Hawaii, where he lived for many years before he died. Before moving to Hawaii permanently, McKenna split his time between Hawaii and a town called Occidental, located in the redwood-studded hills of Sonoma County, California, a town unique for its high concentration of artistic notables, including Tom Waits and Mickey Hart.

Of all his many accomplishments, Terence McKenna will be remembered for his discovery of the Timewave Novelty Theory and his unparalleled ability to describe this theory to others in a way that made it interesting, understandable and congruent with both physics and religion.

As physicists look deeper and further in to the infinity of quantum mechanics, McKenna’s work on the structure of time is gaining more respect and application. While some conservative minds will condemn his use of mind-altering drugs, it is perhaps because of the other-worldly nature of these psychedelic experiences that the abstractions of time were revealed.

We can only wait and see.

UPDATES AND IMPORTANT PREDICTIONS FOR 2010+

First, I don’t want to make this too complex. If you’re like me, keeping your credit card in balance is tough enough to do. Although I have spent hours trying to understand the complexities of the Time Wave Theory, I can grasp enough to write about it in the most general way.

One of the steps in McKenna’s process that I described in the previous article — where he took the first graph and reversed it — has always bothered me. When he placed this reversed graph on top of the existing graph he aligned it in such a way that the “teeth” meshed. But they were not meshed exactly and this left little bits of the graph on both ends slightly misaligned with each other.

Apparently someone else noticed this. A British mathematician named Mathew Watkins saw this discrepancy and decided to be more precise with this alignment. He aligned the reverse graph with the existing graph and let the numbers decide what happened. It wasn’t visually pretty like McKenna’s TimeWave, but it was mathematically sound.

The result is what has become known as the Watkins Objection, and the resulting Time Wave pattern is only slightly different. But when you are dealing with things like time and events, a small difference can be quite significant.

Let’s look at the Time Waves for the “standard model” proposed by McKenna for the dates March 31, 2010 through the “end of time” on 12/21/2012 and compare them to the Watkins model for the same period:

Above: the standard model proposed by McKenna.

Above: The Watkins model showing adjusted calculations.

In the standard model we see that there is an event which will happen around May 9th which will begin a period of habitual behavior that culminates on July 8th. From July 9th onward we are in a steep plunge of novelty which placed everyone in a state of confusion as they adjust to some new situation that has been thrust upon humanity. Around January 16th of 2011 we get a small reprieve and begin to cope with the new situation but in March 22 of 2011 something again happens that causes unrest and novelty. There are a few attempts to adjust to normalcy after this date, but eventually the situation becomes too much and absolute novelty overcomes habit on 12/21/2012.

In the revised Watkins model we see that May 9th is also a significant day, marking our climb to habitual life that, like the McKenna model, changes on July 8th. But instead of a sharp decline into novelty, the Watkins model has a sawtooth pattern of adjustment with increasing habitual behavior, suggesting that humanity is coping well with some change. This happens until November 14th, at which time a free fall into novelty happens which is even greater than the one predicted by McKenna. It goes straight down until January 16, 2011. After January 16th there is a brief period of recovery and habitual behavior that reaches it peak on March 22, 2011. Then, something happens that takes humanity to maximum novelty on 12,21,2012.

So, while the significant dates remain the same, the pattern of habitual behavior vs. coping with new situations in new ways is slightly different.

One thing that was discovered with the Watkins model is that the Time Wave has absolute novelty both at the beginning and the end of the wave. This suggests that there might be some cyclical nature to the wave, and time itself.

Why does this matter, you may ask, since there are many obvious differences between the two waves — what is the significance of this difference? For the standard model wave, it has been argued that the zero value at the end of the waveform implies some kind of singularity at the end of the process — or at the end of time. This revised wave is implying, however, that there may be singularities at both ends of the continuum. This is also an argument for a closed system that may be undergoing some kind of cyclic renewal process — perhaps each cycle expressing ever higher ordered states of complex form, or Novelty.There are concepts emerging from the field of quantum cosmology that may describe an analogous cyclic process. This is a theory in which universes are treated like quantum particles that inhabit a larger, or higher dimentional domain called a multiuniverse. Michio Kaku, a theoretical physicist and co-founder of string field theory, has described a process where universes emerge from zero-point, or vacuum field, go through an evolutionary process, then perhaps return to zero-point field at the end of the cycle. This cycle may then repeat itself, possibly with increased complexity and Novelty. So could this be similar to the process that the TimeWave and Noventy Theory attempt to reveal? Perhaps further incestigation into the nature of the TimeWave will shed some light on these questions.” –John Sheliak [Delineation, Specification, and Formalization of the TWZ Data Set Generation Process — Philosophical, Procedural, and Mathematical]

Source: http://www.mondovista.com/timewavex.html

Close-up of one of the 9/11 planes.

This is a picture of one of the planes before hitting 9/11 tower. Have a close look. Another major proof  which lead to the conclusion that 9/11 is an inside job backed by the US Bush government. They would do everything to create global fear! Few hours later Bush spoke already of an act of terrorism. At that time he could not know who was responsable for the attacks unless HE was the responsable It is time Truth comes forward about 9/11, about UFO, about The Controllers also know as The Vatican, Financial Centre in city London, and the military centre located at Washington.

SaLuSa 14-April-2010

The dark Ones continue to find that their covert actions are being revealed, and in a time of truth so will it continue. The extent and scale to which you have been used and manipulated, is beyond your full understanding. However, you will learn sufficient to know that something radical and far reaching must be done, to cut out the cancer of corruption that has spread all through politics and business. Such knowledge will ensure that whatever replaces it, is based upon honesty and fairness with the object of doing what is best for all. That a small number of people have amassed great wealth, while most of you work hard for less than your labours deserve must change. It indeed will change Dear Ones, and the plans are ready to be implemented. In so many ways you have been led to believe that you are subservient to those in power, and your rights have been deliberately eroded to keep you down. Again that will change and although it will take time to reverse the situation, eventually you will become sovereign Beings once again.

At a time when you have such a good system of communication, it is ironic that it is controlled by those behind the media who determine what you are allowed to know. What should be given a public airing is censored, and results in so many major topics of national interest being hidden away. There has not been such a thing as freedom of the Press to report on all matters of interest for a long time. Indeed reports are falsified to satisfy the aims Illuminati, and journalists comply rather than risk losing their jobs. When their lives and family are also threatened it takes a brave person to stand up to them. However, the truth does eventually come out, mainly thanks to the Internet and it needs protecting to ensure the principle of free speech. The false operations such as 9/11 are a good example of what the Internet can do to bring out the truth. It is true that it can also be used to counter truth with disinformation, but with discernment and intuition you will know what is true or not.

Some of you ask what can you personally do to help change things, and our response is to advise you to talk amongst yourselves so that the truth is known by as many as possible. If action groups can be formed all the better, and along with others you will continue to apply pressure for the full truth to be revealed. Otherwise individually concentrate on how you visualise the future where you are free and your sovereignty is restored, and you will be helping it to manifest. Of course we have a great input into such matters, and working with our allies behind the scenes to speed up matters so that our plan for your future can fully commence. Have no fear as to the outcome; it has been decided in the higher dimensions by great Beings who see the whole picture from their perspective. What has been decreed by them will come to pass, and all will be manifested by the time this cycle of duality has been completed. You are so near to major changes upon Earth, whilst the Sun and your solar system continue to move into a higher vibration. That is already being noted, but again such information is not readily made public but held back. There has been a policy of secrecy for many years, none more so than the findings of NASA who have deliberately set out to keep you from knowing about our activities and us.

Dear Ones, we are near to announcements that will reveal the truth about us. No amount of denial will make any difference, and the secrets about our involvement with you and your governments will come out. They have known of us for many, many years and have repeatedly refused our offers of help. The benefits that we are bringing you could have been yours a long time ago, and you have been stopped from progressing to satisfy the greed for wealth and power of the elite. It is time to remove the dark Ones and their cronies, and they will not be able to stop the tide of change that is sweeping through the corridors of power. Governmental changes are a high priority and we will ensure that the right people represent you when we openly arrive on Earth. Our ways are ones of peace and love for all life, and those in power that are not working on a higher vibration will be removed. We shall use legal means to bring about such changes, and there will be no hiding place or way to defeat justice. We know exactly what each individual has done during their time serving as your representatives, and hold the proof should it be needed.

The dark Ones have had their opportunities to have a change of heart and move towards the Light. It is their choice as to where their future lies, and we seek nothing other than their removal from office. Like any soul, they will one day judge themselves, and there is no retribution or punishment except that they may answer to Mans laws. You have learnt much through the cycle of duality, and it has served its purpose in bringing you to understand the opposites and still rise up. You are clearly spiritually stronger than when you started your epic journey through the darkness and lack of Light. It is in fact quite remarkable that given the loss of your true identity you have still managed to find your way back, and today stand at the door of Ascension. It is truly a wonderful achievement and you are to be applauded for it.

Keep your focus as ever on the future, and the past will take care of itself. Your energy is best used in this way, as the more of you who do so the quicker your vibrations will rise up. It will also increase your protection against any intrusion from the dark Ones, and you will easily ward it off. As you rise up your consciousness levels increase and a stronger link is formed with your Higher Self. This is just but one step on the path to super consciousness and your return to the higher dimensions, where your awakening will be complete. Even now your awareness is growing and you are becoming more intuitive. You will gradually find that you do not need outside help to the extent you did previously. These are sure signs that you are progressing very quickly, and you will undoubtedly succeed in reaching Ascension.

I am SaLuSa from Sirius, and delight in giving messages to you, as it helps create a bond between us that will a carry us all far. We have so much in common that it will not take you too long to reach our levels, and that will restore you to where you should be as one of us. Let your imagination run free and you will pick up much that is on its way to you. Your happiness and freedom is to be returned to you, before you leave Earth.

Thank you SaLuSa.

Mike Quinsey.

Source:http://www.treeofthegoldenlight.com/First_Contact/mike_quinsey/channeled%20messages/April%202010/salusa__14april2010.htm