Mirin Dajo: Wonderman

Just after the Second World War, the Dutchman Mirin Dajo made himself into a living enigma, as his body was able to be pierced repeatedly, without suffering any internal injury or even bleeding. Sixty years on, the world has largely forgotten what he did, even who he was.

Philip Coppens

The phenomenon of apparently reality-altering displays is notoriously long. For many, this is purely conjuring, sleigh of hands or coincidence; for others it is evidence of a higher force at work, if not a “plan” of something above – God? – making itself known to us below.
Anyone visiting the idyllic Peruvian town of Arequipa will visit the Monastery Santa Catalina, which was home to a remarkable woman, Sister Ana de Los Angeles Monteagudo. Her cell is more impressive than others (she was, after all, prioress) and she became known for her accurate predictions of death and disease and was credited with healings, including the severely inflicted painter who painted the sole portrait of her. When she died in January 1668, she was not embalmed because her body did not reek of death; when she was exhumed ten months later, her body had not deteriorated, remaining as fresh and flexible as the day she died. Since her death, she has been credited with several miracles and as such, in 1985, Pope John Paul II made her a saint.
Stories of miracles – healings that are accomplished mainly through devout praying of those who are sick to one or more saints – are difficult to substantiate and seem to sit largely within a religious framework, such as the miraculous healings that occur in sites such as Lourdes. They tell more about those that prayed for good health than about the saints themselves. The miracle, it seems, is that mind can alter matter and that if you believe your body can be healed, the body will heal.

Still, some saints seemed to display super-human qualities within their lifetime: Ignatius of Loyola apparently levitated in Barcelona in 1524 and so did St Teresa of Avila, who described the event as such: “You see and feel it as a cloud, or a strong eagle rising upwards and carrying you away on its wings.” None of these accounts, though “investigated” and apparently “accepted” by the Catholic faith, hold much weight for a 21st century sceptical mind. The Vatican continues to use a strange mixture of religion and science to accept or deny these “miracles”.
But what happens if reality-defying features do not fall – or no longer fall – within the bailiwick of religion? In the 1970s, Uri Geller’s psychic abilities were repeatedly (even ad nauseum) tested and confirmed in many of the world’s leading laboratories, yet we remember him most for his spoon-fights with his sparing partner James Randi, a man who seldom if ever focuses on the more difficult to contest psychic feats that Geller performed in the most scientific of conditions.
Geller was however not the first or only person in modern times that defied the laws of physics, as defined by “scientists”. What Geller was to physicists, the Dutch “Wonderman” Mirin Dajo was to doctors. On June 23, 1947, the day before the world would officially enter what would become known as the “UFO age” (with the UFO sighting of Kenneth Arnold), Time Magazine reported on this “Miracle Man”. It stated: “In times of stress ‘miracle men’ have a habit of bobbing up with ‘messages’ for a world in search of signs and wonders. Some swallow swords, some are buried alive, some sleep on tacks. Others – the more conservative kind – merely possess ‘supernatural powers.’ Last week Zurich was agog over the latest miracle man. Nightly at the Corso, the city’s largest music hall, a 35-year-old Dutchman named Mirin Dajo stood stoically while an assistant seemed to push swords and spears through his chest. ‘I am no artist,’ Dajo said, ‘but a prophet. If you believe in God, your will can dominate your body. People wouldn’t believe me if I started to talk. But after seeing my invulnerability they will.’ The act was a great success. So many people fainted that waiters demanded payment of checks before each performance.”

Today, Dajo is ill-remembered, if only because he was a rather localised phenomenon, contained to the Netherlands and Switzerland, for little more than two years, almost sixty years ago. Still, in 1947, headlines read that he was “like a second Messiah!” One person who witnessed one of his performances reported: “Mirin Dajo stands silently in the middle of the room, bare to the waist. In the twinkling of an eye an assistant steps behind him and rams the blade with full force in the back of his body, in the latitude of his kidney. Deathly silence. Open-mouthed, students and doctors of medicine examine the Dutchman. No doubt: an 80 centimetre long foil is stuck in his naked waist and juts out on his front side with more than a handbreadth! Over and above that no single drop of blood flows. They had never seen something similar before…”
Like Geller was tested by physicists, Dajo was repeatedly tested by doctors, if only because they were required to give him the necessary permits to perform. A Swiss doctor, Hans Naegeli-Osjord, hearing of Dajo’s alleged talent, invited him on May 31, 1947 to the Zurich Cantonal hospital, where doctor Naegeli-Osjord himself, doctor Werner Brunner, the chief of surgery at the hospital, and a number of other doctors, students and journalists would test him. As usual, Dajo stripped to the waist, was pierced by a rapier through the heart, lung and kidneys, and did not bleed or feel anything. Dajo was then asked to allow an x-ray to be taken with the rapier still in place. He agreed, though the doctors wondered how they would transport him to the x-ray theatre, as a stretcher was obviously ill-suited to transport a man whose upper body had a rapier through it. Not to worry, Dajo said, he could walk to the x-ray theatre with the foil still in place. The result of the x-ray undeniably showed that Dajo was pierced through several vital organs, yet without any ill effect or internal damage. Of course, it could just be that with the rapier still inside, little trauma had been caused and that massive internal bleeding would commence once the steel blade was withdrawn. The doctors prepared for this likelihood. But when the steel blade was withdrawn, it became once again apparent that only the smallest of traces remained visible on the skin, with no blood and only a minimal amount of body fluid running out of the openings. The tiny wounds were cleansed, but Dajo and his assistant knew that even if they were not cleaned, no infection would occur.

Dajo’s display in Zurich was not the only such display in Switzerland, there were more demonstrations in front of a medical audience in Basel and Bern. In Basel, he allowed the doctors themselves to pierce him. As before, there was no harm. Some of these tests were filmed and Frontier Sciences Foundation recently showed the footage at its 2003 Frontier Symposium in Amsterdam, as well as at the 2004 Nexus Conference in the same city. The footage shows one doctor turning his head away; some believe he did so because he wanted to make sure that Dajo and his assistant did not “hypnotise” him; others interpret that the man could not look at what he was seeing, as it indeed defied our consensus of what is and what is not “possible”. In fact, whereas Dajo never came to any harm, members of the audience often fainted and during one performance in Switzerland, one member of the audience apparently suffered a heart attack, so great was the stress the audience was placed under. At another demonstration in the Corso in Zurich, the sword accidentally struck a bone while it was pushed through Dajo, resulting in several ladies in the auditorium fainting when they heard the noise. As a consequence of such incidents, the licence for public displays was withdrawn; Dajo was now only allowed to perform in closed auditoria, which he actually considered to be a blessing, as though it seemed to be a restriction, it actually allowed Dajo to address his audience and preach his message. And that was what it was all about, he argued.

Dajo began his life as Arnold Henskens, on August 6, 1912, in the Dutch city of Rotterdam. He was known as “Nol” to his friends and Nol pursued a career in the “Beaux Arts”, specifically sketching and drawing; in his twenties, he became the team leader of a design bureau. That seems all very mundane. There had been, however, a number of unusual experiences in his youth, but like so many others, he did not realise what they were or mean. Some did stand out: for several nights in a row, he had visions of his niece Hannie, who had recently died; he drew a portrait of her, trying to capture the vision he had of her. Later, he drew a portrait of a deceased aunt who had lived her entire life in South Africa and whom he had never known. Nol was able to draw her portrait with details that were soon to be confirmed by photographs; somehow, Nol’s portrait of a woman he had never seen corresponded with how the woman actually looked. It suggested that he had extrasensory perception. Most intriguingly, he found out that in the morning, he would often wake up in his bed, his hands and sheets dirty from drawing, and his studio in a mess. He then saw that without his own knowledge, he had been drawing in his sleep, returning to bed – all of this unconsciously and apparently without ever waking up.
Though intriguing, such exploits are in themselves not too extraordinary and not always signs of telepathic or other abilities. But when Nol turned 33 years old, something happened in his life. In fact, it was “nothing more” than him realising that his body was invulnerable.

Such “realisations” should of course be taking with due consideration. Perhaps the confusion over his nightly exploits had resulted in psychologically unbalancing a man who, as team leader, was often under great stress at work to deliver on sometimes harsh deadlines. He knew that if he were to tell his immediate family, he would not be believed. Others whom he did tell, did not believe either. How could he convince the world that he was indeed physically invulnerable? He decided to give up his job and go to Amsterdam, where he hung around pubs and invited people to push dagger-like objects through his body. He became a wandering solo freak show, but it did earn him money, money which he desperately needed, as he was now without a regular income and had not yet told his parents about him quitting his job or the career – or mission – he wanted to pursue.
Though Dajo would become known for his radical “body piercings”, his first demonstration actually involved him eating a piece of glass and a half dozen razor blades. After all, daggers or swords were not customary ingredients in a street café in the heart of Amsterdam. He ate them without any problem and Dajo later stated they apparently never left his body through the usual exit, which made him conclude that once eaten, they some disintegrated or dematerialised inside his body.
Notoriety – fame – was what Dajo was after. In that respect, he was once again very much like Geller and both began their careers as stage attractions, for it seemed to be the only medium through which they could get notoriety. But in the case of Dajo, it was not so much a desire to show off what he could do; it was more that he wanted to show the world that there was more to this reality than what most people had accepted reality to be. For him, his invulnerability was stage one; stage two was Dajo informing his audience that he was a man with a mission, which involved preaching to the world that they should abandon their materialistic ways, that they should realise that there was a higher force out there – the Source… God – which was working through him and which had given him this invulnerability, as a clear sign that something greater was out there. He was preaching a message of peace – he wanted world peace, as Man’s materialistic ways would lead him towards misery and war.

It was around this time that Nol became “Mirin Dajo”, a name he adopted as in Esperanto, it means “wonderful”. Like others at his time, he felt that Esperanto was a mechanism through which Mankind could be united, as it would break down the communication barriers that existed between the various nations. One language, one world.
Dajo still performed in pubs, but now needed an agent, someone who was able to give him bigger audiences; audiences to whom he could show his invulnerability and preach his message. He would use the entertainment industry and the theatres as his church; the stage would be his pulpit, where he would preach his message. He found an agent, who informed him that he needed licences to perform in public. He was therefore taken to the University in Leyden, where the likes of Professor Carp, dr. Bertholt and dr. Stokvis were amongst the first to scientifically test his performance; they gave him a licence, though only for closed clubs, because of the nature of the “act”. Indeed, the doctors felt that certain audiences could not cope with the extreme nature of Dajo’s display… and they would be proven right.
Equally, Dajo was largely only allowed to display his invulnerability and not speak, which led to frustration on his behalf as one was the precursor to the other, and more important part of the message he had to impart on the world. The same disillusionment initially occurred in 1947, when he left the Netherlands and began to perform in Switzerland. Again, doctors granted him a licence, but again, it was only for the show, not the lecture, though we already noted that this changed soon afterwards.

Dajo had a number of assistants, whose main if not only task was to put the “steel instruments” through his body. Early on in his career, he sat waiting for the bus to Amsterdam and his neighbour, Jan Dirk de Groot, sat next to him and realised that his next door neighbour was the man who had become the talk of the nation. Soon Dajo invited de Groot to become his only assistant; soon, the two became inseparable friends. De Groot thus learned that there was more to Dajo than what people saw on stage. He learned that Dajo had several “guardian angels” (apparently at least three in total, each seemingly taking over after a time from the previous one), who frequently told Dajo what to do, i.e. what specific tests he had to subject his body to. Most of these tests occurred off-stage. One exercise was to place his body on ice, before the hair on his chest would be removed with a blow torch. Another exercise involved washing himself with boiling water, which did not even turn his skin reddish, let alone burn it. De Groot realised that Dajo was often pierced up to fifty times in one single day; some days, the number was over 100. Sometimes, the instrument went through his lungs, or his heart, sometimes through his spleen, sometimes through several organs all at once. Each time, no harm came to him. On occasion, de Groot was asked to pull and push the instrument, while inside, sideways, as if to try and cause greater damage to the internal organs. Nothing. De Groot was often boxing on Dajo’s body, only injuring his own hands, but not harming Dajo in any way. On one occasion, the blade was heated to extreme temperatures before it pierced the body, but apart from some hissing when it went through his stomach (Dajo had shortly before eaten), nothing happened. One blade was even sprinkled with a poison, another was rusty, again to no ill effect. As most of this occurred in private, few people knew and some did not believe what they saw on stage. They therefore asked to pierce Dajo three times with hollow, 8mm wide tubes, the ends of which would be connected to a water supply, which turned Dajo into a human fountain. The photographic evidence speaks for itself. And whereas doctors in Zurich were surprised he could stand, let alone walk with a dagger inside him, later Dajo went outside and began to jog in the park, running several laps in front of the astonished medical assembly.

De Groot saw the private Dajo and began to understand what was truly going on. For De Groot, Dajo was a man who was the instrument of a higher force, who appeared to him in various forms, sometimes materialising, sometimes “merely” speaking to him telepathically. Parallels with Geller and his exposure to enigmatic lights and mysterious voices are, of course, once easily made. Some have rejected this bond with such entities as negative, for it seems to negate free will. Indeed, Dajo was to do as they said and De Groot has drawn various parallels with guardian angels, specifically as described by Socrates and the French cineast Jean Cocteau, both of whom stated that they lived according to the desires of their guardian angels, who were able to appear to them and advise if not direct the course of their life. Deviation from this path was not appreciated by these entities.
Apart from invulnerable, De Groot claims that Dajo was telepathic and could heal. When in Switzerland, one evening, De Groot could not reach his family back home and became worried, upon which Dajo said he should not be and should just phone them at 8am in the morning; he told De Groot that they were playing cards and would be so until 2am. In the morning, De Groot confirmed that Dajo had been correct. Various people came to Dajo, asking to be healed. One man in Holland was suffering from severe headaches and Dajo healed him, an event that occurred in the presence of a doctor. After the healing, the doctor remarked: “Boy, that’s all suggestion, we work with those things too.” To which the patient replied: “Doctor, if that is so, why did you operate on me three times and gave me all of those powders and pills and why did you not heal me with suggestion?” upon which the doctor is said to have left the house. During another display, one medical student explained the Dajo phenomenon away as hypnosis and wrote as such in a monthly magazine, though there was no evidence whatsoever that hypnosis, either self-hypnosis or mass hypnosis, was involved.

So what was going on? Like Geller, Dajo’s body had a special relationship with metal. In fact, De Groot and others reported that on occasion, something inside Dajo’s body seemed to bend the daggers, even turning them into semi-corkscrews, though this was the exception, rather than the rule.
Dajo himself said that the weapon did not go through him, but that he went through the weapon. There was a division of his body, whereby the area through which it went became “lighter”, “less physical” and hence the body did not get injured, as there was nothing “solid” to injure. De Groot claims that during one test, Dajo actually became physically invisible and remained so until his emotions took the better of him and he “materialised”, naked, in the middle of winter, on a beach where several people were walking and saw him totally naked, before Dajo quickly put back on his clothes.
Dajo and De Groot believed that Dajo was able to change the composition of his body, altering its density and even annihilating it totally from within the visible universe. This is reminiscent of an episode in Geller’s novel Ella, in which during one of her tests (based on Geller’s laboratory tests, some of which remain classified) a video camera records the event, whereby a frame by frame analysis reveals that Ella’s body seems to phase in and out of existence, being totally absent on some and not on other frames, as if her body vibrates so fast that our eyes do not see it, but not fast enough to trick the camera.
With modern research constantly pushing our understanding and revealing how our mind is indeed tricked all the time when it comes to the perception of colour, motion, etc., we should perhaps indeed wonder whether not all of our bodies “vibrate” as such, but some perhaps so fast that it becomes noticeable by cameras – which would bring new meaning to the concept by those who claim to be operating on “higher – faster? – frequencies”.

Dajo was physically invulnerable, or at least to an extent. De Groot reports how during one walk, Dajo broke his arm. This is clearly evidence that he was vulnerable. Yet De Groot claims that Dajo repositioned it and immediately could reuse the arm as if – and most likely – no longer broken. It ties in with other statements of both men that Dajo only was “superhuman” when he was “demanded” to be; Dajo was able to lead a normal life and had normal bodily sensations; only during training or his performances did he become invulnerable, suggesting he could turn it on and off.
Like Jesus, Dajo’s mission lasted approximately three years. Like Jesus, a lot of questions remain about the circumstances of his death. In Switzerland, the voices told Dajo to eat a steel needle, which a doctor would later surgically remove, without narcosis. On May 11, 1948, Dajo did as his spiritual guides told him to do and a doctor consented to surgically remove the needle, though the procedure was performed under narcosis, on May 13, 1947. Indeed, the dagger remained inside for two days. About ten days later, Dajo lay down on the bed, while De Groot went to collect his wife from the airport. When they returned, they found Dajo still on the bed. De Groot knew that Dajo often meditated, or had out of body experiences and then, as now, he checked whether Dajo had a pulse, which he had. The following day, Dajo was still in bed; he had never been in such an extended trance state, but again, Dajo was breathing and had a pulse. On the third day, De Groot checked again, but this time, there was no pulse or breathing. Dajo was pronounced dead on May 26, 1948, his death having occurred approximately 12 hours before De Groot had discovered his death.
An autopsy was performed almost immediately (even though the law stated that a period of three days had to pass before one was performed) and this revealed that Dajo had died of an aortic rupture – a verdict contested by De Groot and the surgeon, but whereby both were unable to officially contest it, if only because De Groot was a foreign national. In retrospect, De Groot realised that Dajo had known he would die soon: when he left the Netherlands some months before, he told De Groot he would not see his country again. And he told De Groot that he should not assist him when he swallowed the steel needle; if he had, De Groot would have been liable for prosecution.

Dajo believed that he was there to bring a mission of peace, but it is clear that his sudden death and the short period in which he stunned the world was not at all as powerful as, for example, the three years that Jesus preached before he died. If anything, Dajo’s death was a welcome event for those doctors who could now forget about him and the challenges he posed, though some doctors were so convinced that they wrote and spoke about Dajo and the challenges he had posed.
Geller equally failed – or was asked to fail – from the perspective as a man that would change the world in its perception of our reality. But Geller, in his novel Ella, creates a semi-autobiographical character, Ella, who does succeed where Dajo, Geller and so many others have so far failed. And, indeed, we should see these failings not so much as their own, but perhaps equally failures of the controlling entities. Dajo does indeed seem to have a “test”, a trial balloon, to see whether or not the world was “ready” for this – and after three years, the experiment was apparently cancelled.
In the novel, Ella does show the world and the world is convinced. But Ella’s message is in no respect different from Ignatius of Loyola, Geller or Dajo: she states that prayer was a vital component and that through prayer, our reality could and would be changed. Dajo did not have the medium of television, but Geller had – and still has – and in the 1970s demonstrated that change was possible, if people believed what they saw. In the end, prayer is little more than directed thought… void of doubt. Faith and prayer formed the backbone of people like Sister Anna and Ignatius of Loyola. Irrelevant of whether Jesus or not existed or his status of Son of God, their unquestionable belief and allegiance and prayer made them “supermen”… But only one Dutch superhero called himself “Wonderman”.

Source: http://www.philipcoppens.com/mirindajo.html

The Indigo Evolution-Full Length Documentary

“The Indigo Evolution” is a documentary that attempts to answer the question – Are these ‘Indigos’ only the fanciful notions of a few individuals embracing new-age, metaphysical beliefs, or is there real evidence that they truly do exist? Most importantly, why are they here and how can we help them achieve their goal of creating a world based upon the laws of compassion and peace? Interviews with some of the most profound children on the planet today combined with discussions with authorities in the fields of medicine, psychology, education, philosophy, and religion will provide information for the viewer to draw their own conclusions to these questions.

‘The Indigo Evolution’ is a documentary about the shifting human, evolving beyond the five sensory perceptions into a multi-sensory being of light ! The term Indigo refers to the Indigo color Aura seen around certain individuals who exhibit certain enhanced abilities well beyond their age and learning. Commonly labeled as suffering from some kind of deficit (ADD, ADHD, Dyslexia …) these children clearly have more of something most of us fail to recognize. Their non conformance to authority and the social conditioning sometimes earns them the label of being problem children.

Indigo Evolution, a feature-length documentary by James Twyman, was released Jan. 28, 2006 in more than 350 churches and wellness and spiritual centers around the world. The attendance far exceeded expectations, demonstrating how interest in understanding the “Indigo phenomenon” has grown. Indigo Evolution illuminates the lives of children who are referred to as “Indigos.” The movie describes them as creative, eccentric and independent. Impatient with the status quo, these children possess a high degree of integrity and intuition. Many are both intelligent and gifted, often in the areas of art and technology, and some are said to bring healing gifts.

According to Indigo Evolution, Indigos often sound very wise for their age; however, they are very sensitive physically, emotionally and spiritually, and not always comfortable in their own bodies. They easily experience sensory overload to lights, smells, sounds, touching and toxins, and need help in becoming grounded. Many Indigos have attention and social problems in school and may frequently correct the teacher. While their behaviors vary, their philosophy of life is consistent; they have a high level of social consciousness and desire to make the world a better place. They are here to bring the Dawn of the Golden Age!

Hopi Elders reveal ancient prophecies:
After the premiere test screening of “The Indigo Evolution”, the Hopi nation contacted James Twyman, and told him that they were willing to reveal their ancient and guarded secrets about the children of the planet in this movie. The new section containing interviews with Hopi elders about their ancient prophesies and how they relate to the Indigos was added to the documentary. Their message was astounding, and has now become the central theme for the entire film. The Hopi elders shared that it is not too late to reverse the tide of earth cleansing, but only if we come together, and the children have a critical role to play.

About the Filmmakers:
James Twyman (Producer / Director) is a singer/songwriter and the author of “Emissary of Love-The Psychic Children Speak” and “Messages from Thomas: Raising Psychic Children.” James wrote and was the Executive Producer for the movie INDIGO which premiered in January 2005.

Stephen Simon (Executive Producer) has produced such films as “Somewhere in Time” and “What Dreams May Come” and is the author of “The Force is With You: Mystical Movie Messages That Inspire Our Lives.”

Kent Romney – (Co-Producer / Co-Director) This is Kent’s first feature documentary as a Director and Producer. In recent years, traveling to distant lands and cultures of our world, he worked on production teams that created film and television projects shown on The Discovery Channel, National Geographic, ABC Primetime and other broadcast networks. As a filmmaker, he creates video and film projects reflecting his interests in adventure travel, social topics, cultural issues and spiritual growth.

Doreen Virtue – (Associate Producer) holds M.A. and Ph.D. degrees in counseling psychology, is the author of more than 20 books about angels, chakras, Crystal Children, Indigo Children, health and diet, and other mind-body-spirit issues. She is recognized as an expert in the area of Indigo Children and her books on the subject include “The Care and Feeding of Indigo Children” and “The Crystal Children.”

Matías De Stefano- Bases of Ater Tumti

Matías De Stefano is an Argentinian 22 year old, who could be described as an Indigo child. He has been alble to activate the area of the brain where all the Cosmic memory is registed. His purpose in life is to share his memories with the people, helping them to organize their own information.

Matías De Stefano website: http://www.ghan.com.ar

The Pleiadian Keys to the Living Library – Earth. Update. Part 1.

by Barbara Marciniak.

RE: Origin of Earth-human relations with Pleiadians.  Concept of 12 (e.g. months, signs, hours, DNA, chakras, etc.) Chakras = Portals.  Game, codes, master numbers.  Pleiadian ancestors are our ancestors that came from a universe that was already completed who gave their DNA to us.  Human species suppressed.  Pleiadians came to Earth in the past (both to help us and also as renegade ETs deceiving humans and deactivating the 12-strand DNA).  Humans belong to the FAMILY OF LIGHT.  Humans (made up of multiple bodies – physical, emotional, mental and spiritual) are a walking living library made up of light codes.  Coding is inside each individual.  We are guided to create thought forms (energies, light rays) to fire the codings in others.  We must create the belief system whereby we can do this. Our minds are structured to evolve and form our experience based on our command regardless of paradigm platform.  The Family of Light acts as a stabilizing factor for DIMENSIONAL SHIFTS and its members serve as carriers of a FREQUENCY being used to awaken many.  We must first uncover the coding inside ourselves.  We have done this before.  We are capable of developing psychic and intuitive abilities.  In addition, these genes carry memories that separate us from others.  Almost all of us have no idea of the VALUE OF OUR HUMAN BODIES in which these codes are embedded; hence, we are “Living Libraries”.

RE: Earth was established billions of years ago designed to be a LIVING LIBRARY system where data from many many galaxies was stored.  She was to be an inter-galactic exchange center of information.  The original planners of Earth were members of the Family of Light.  Light is INFORMATION.  Earth was seeded (its animals, plants, minerals, and indigenous civilizations or the diversified human species of Earth) by many beings from different star systems penetrating a controlled force field isolating the Earth that kept it inaccessible as a library.  Some of the civilizations would flourish for 500 yrs, 1,000, 5,000, 10,000 yrs…They couldn’t establish ownership, so they left us clues throughout the planet.  Egyptians, Mayans, Incas, Balinese, Greeks, Tibetans, Sumerians, Aboriginals, etc. have contributed keys of understanding all pointing to the heavens (to our brothers and sisters from the stars and higher realms/dimensions or densities).  The greatest teachings brought to the planet was the ideal that all humans are created in equality and that life was to be honored in all forms. Formless Game Masters created the blueprint for every civilization (and seed themselves in it). They create and juggle many civilizations (in multiple planets) at once. Inside the evolved 12-stranded human are formulas to create life for other forms of intelligence in this universe.  We are transducers of energy.  We must take what we know and gently (peacefully) transduce it to other inhabitants of our planet.

However, 500,000 years ago, Earth lost her sovereignty;  and new owners moved in and claimed ownership to Earth.  These godlike administrators were not always kind.  These new owners wanted the native Earth species to remain unevolved and uninformed so that the species would be easier to control.  The original species of human creation experienced great destruction and its DNA was scattered.  A tyranny was let loose on Earth (a tyranny that returned to the Pleiades, because they – THE PLEIADIANS (a renegade faction) – in fact created the tyranny on Earth.)  They stripped us of our heritage of a fully functioning 12-strand DNA.  In order for them to grow and evolve, THEY MUST HEAL the past and what they did to humanity on Earth.

RE: Pleiadians work with the Keepers of Time (possess ambiguous personalities). They are enigmas.  They are their teachers.  They have tricked the Pleiadians into discovering the Living Libraries as well as how to activate these libraries.  If we (Earthlings) destroy ourselves before our universe completes, we will not fulfill our purpose.  The Keepers see that our universe is heading towards destruction and separation.  It is through this method that Reptilian and other energies are creating tyranny.  Civilizations in space are dying, because they don’t have access to the living library in the same way masses of humans are dying, b/c we do not understand  and have access to our own bodies.  WE ARE INTEGRAL KEYS. THE COURAGE AND FAITH THAT WE HAVE IN OURSELVES WILL DETERMINE THE COURSE OF EXPERIENCE FOR ALL OF EXISTENCE.  AS EARTH MOVES INTO A PLACE OF BALANCE AND SYNCRONISTIC UNION, SHE WILL CREATE A GEOMETRIC LINE UP WITH 11 OTHER LIBRARIES THAT MAKE UP THIS LIBRARY SYSTEM. When the alignment takes place, the 12 libraries will create their own configuration of Light and will reshape our universe signaling connection, a certain victory for all of creation.

Teachings of 12.  Ecliptic. Zodiac, conveying knowledge about creation. (Played an integral part in Sumerian, Hindu, Chinese, Egyptian, Greek, Chaldian, and Roman civilizations.)  12 chakras, each corresponds to a strand of DNA.  They hold memory and identity.

Chakra 1 – stores core identity and foundation of core beliefs
Chakra 2 – relates to creativity and sexuality
(Chakras 1&2 relate to the double helix), survival
Chakra 3 – relates to the gut (solar plexus). assists us to feel and intuits our way through life.  will, power, and feeling lie here
Chakra 4 – aligns with the heart. when open, connects us with all of life.  compassion flows from the center, taking us beyond judgment (which acts as a trap to separate us)
Chakra 5 – found in our throat. speak our truth. opens the great gift of vocal expression
Chakra 6 – third eye to see beyond the confines of the 3rd dimension
Chakra 7 – crown of our head, when open it connects and circulates spiritual energies to our cranial area. once stimulated, the pineal and pituitary glands as well as the hypothalamus play active roles in linking us up
Chakra 8 – close to our physical body a few inches or feet above our head, relates to the invisible realms outside the body
Chakra 9 – is outside the earth’s atmosphere (as far away as the moon), connects us as the steward and watcher of earth
Chakra 10 – reaches into our solar system offering us access to all that is there
Chakra 11 – is our galactic chakra that offers information about our local stellar influences
Chakra 12 – reaches outside of our galaxy and gives us access to what is in the rest of our universe as we picture it


RE:  universal evolution in all life forms, animals designed to be our companions, they come from many solar systems and planets in order to have a genetic link to earth, many animals now shifting dimensions (departing the earth); plants treated lovingly respond lovingly, ingesting some of them can raise consciousness levels in humans to better understand earth; the whole planet is a living library and humans are the keys and our emotions allow us to read the library with the love frequency!  pleiades and earth exchange (what we feel and communicate emotionally on earth are broadcast to the universe)…

RE: Chronometers measure the evolution of human consciousness.  Ancient sites (power places e.g. Knossos in Crete, Delphi, Machu Picchu, Stonehenge, Giza, Acropolis, Tihuanaco, etc.) that confound the (limited) human understanding of science can trigger our consciousness and allows us to access our blueprints that enable us to evolve.  The great stone circle in England was used as a portal (stargate or dimensional doorway)  by various star systems particularly Arcturias, Sirius, and the Pleiades.  Some ancient sites were used as fertility sites others as broadcasting stations, calendars, or as oracles to read the future.  When you visit sacred sites (and crop circles) throughout this planet and imagine your chakras as doorways of energy opening to your personal memories, the sites become activated.  You can also activate collective memory from your own backyard (you need not visit sacred sites).  Crop circles are synchronistically aligned to the sacred sites of Stonehenge, Avebury and Silbury Hill.  They are designed to assist mass consciousness and accelerate your awareness of other life forms in the stars (beyond what we can currently conceive).  Geometry and mathematics coupled with planetary and star knowledge are the basis for the construction of dimensional doorways.

RE:  Dolphins and whales are members of the Family of Light.  They carry frequencies from our ancient civilizations such as Lemuria and Atlantis.  Earth stores many remnants of civilizations including from the future.  Depending on our level of consciousness we can also trigger the re-emergence of artifacts from our past.  2012 is an anchoring of many dimensions. 2012 represents a blossoming of Earth even though some parts are seemingly destroyed.  There is a portal in Tibet, a huge energetic opening (in the Himalayas) where much gold is stored.  For hundreds of years (until the 1950s), Tibetans have acted as guardians for those passing through this portal.  GOLD allows dimensional doorways to be opened.  They anchor portals and hold the highest vibration that enable access through these doorways.  Television is sadly used to suppress your imagination and prevent your evolution.  History will record it as such.  You are here to explore Earth and discover the ancestral codes to aid your personal blueprint of evolution (of consciousness).  Earth is ancient and Sumerian records hold the keys to some of our origins (two Pleidian gods – brothers – Anki and Enlil or the Annunaki came from the stars and were in charge of Earth–they seeded a version of Earth’s genetic line making them our genetic parents).

RE:  Sumerian culture – cradle of civilization (Iraq and Kuwait) was directed by those who came from the stars–a stellar reptilian race.  They are an integral part of our ancestral line who are master geneticists.  They are an awesome, ferocious and gracious collection of consciousness.  It is essential that we understand our home, our roots and our genes.  Reptilian energies are creator gods who assisted the original planners – the ancients – in designing the Living Library.  They are extremely advanced in creating sentient biological forms.  They were some of the prime instigators in putting together the human species on this planet.  They learned their craft from the ancient ones.  They far surpass many brilliant beings in genetically adjusting and manipulating life forms.  Imagery will help us get in touch with our serpent (reptilian or Kundalini) energy.  Our mythological obsession with dragons and cobras also represent this reptilian ancestry.  The energy of Earth is being accelerated so that we can manifest our ancestral truths, we are shedding systems that do not work, and aspects of ourselves that no longer serve us.  Conflicts exist within the mass consciousness as to what the priority is today enabling us to unite. Many people will lose or give up their homes so that we may rediscover and experience humanity, community and family. Other forms of life who are waiting to be integrated as the dimensions open up will reveal the immense creativity and variety of reality…

RE:  Prime Creator is a FEMALE vibration.  The mother goddess is behind all things.  When you explore the Goddess, you begin to value life.  When you value life, you do not overpopulate Earth and you don’t kill.  EVERYTHING is connected to the same Source.   The Mother Goddess represents the Love principal.  Sensuality and sexuality comes from the Love principal.  The blood and its mysteries are key to understanding our ancestry. Our blood is rich with patterns and designs of a geometric nature.  Thoughts are recorded by your blood and radiated outwards for everyone else to read.  Menstrual blood can be used to nurture plant life (e.g. your garden and it accelerates the growth of food).  Women should honor their bodies and blood.  It is the source of your power and deep inner knowledge.  Women’s menstrual blood is the elixir of the Gods.  Menstrual blood is highly oxygenated, the purest of blood, and it carries decoded DNA.  It is the oxygen that decodes those strands and allows the restructuring of the data.  Scientists on our planet are now playing with a third strand of DNA, learning how to build this strand based on photon  light, or fibers in the embody known as light encoded filaments.  The energy of the Goddess is moving rapidly ready to work with those of us who are willing to remember her call.  Her instructions are to honor our bodies, Earth and our sexuality.  It is through this process that we are all created.  Embrace the fullness of our bodies.  Work together, play together.  War is one of the distortions brought about by the patriarchy in an attempt to give males the power of blood.  Yet this blood is not the same, it’s brought about by violence, by destroying life, by killing and feeling stifled and suppressed.  Man can only experience the power of blood if gifted to him by a woman or if he eats food nurtured by menstrual blood.  Blood contains the archives of personal planetary and celestial experience.  When blood is experienced in a sexual union, you are flooded with waves of knowledge, much of it beyond our present abilities to understand and integrate.  Male counterpart of menstrual blood is sperm; it carries the coded intelligence for the evolution of consciousness.  Sperm is the mother’s story encoded in the male vibration and contains the interpretation of how the male remembers that story.  Mixed together blood and sperm is another elixir.  This mixture was considered the drink of immortality.

RE:  Throughout most of history, when a woman stopped her menstrual cycle, it was believed that she was to be feared.  She could hold blood and keep all her power.  Women are steered away from their natural cycles.  There’s a complete misunderstanding about menopause (it’s the very opposite of what they have been told)…

Male vasectomies…speed up difficulties with the prostate (not recommended).

To be alive is to know the Goddess.  Most of us cannot conceive of the Prime Creator as a “female”.  Eve was not created from Adam’s body.  Your natural process is to build something with a mate, to blend the male and female “aspects”.  Embracing the Goddess opens the Living Library to you.

Light body must be tempered, exercised and stretched gently bringing it into its own awareness.  Clarity concerning who you intend to be in your reality is one of the prime keys in building your light body.  Your light body knows that it creates through THOUGHT and links you to the fabric of creation.  You’re connected to all of existence.  Your evolutionary lead is to make sense of this new awareness.  Matter is simply light that is trapped.  As you build your light body a reorganization of your molecular structure occurs loosening your grip upon materialism in order that a spiritual understanding may guide your day to day life…

Kundalini (serpent like) energy dwells at the base of your spine.  Acknowledging and calling this force forward facilitates the merging and bundling of your Light body.  This force also helps maintain your stability and groundedness with the increase electromagnetic shifts.  Traditionally, Kundalini uncoils itself and electrifies your body at around 40 years of age.  By this time, you are considered mature enough to house this kind of power.  For most people, the power is so profound that they go downhill from there and begin to age rather than rejuvenate and put the great creative electrical force to use.  As cosmic energy comes onto the Earth plane, there are millions of you who are now increasing the opportunities to reinterpret what Kundalini can do.  It is the force of your lives, and you pulse with it.

Source: http://churchofthecosmos.wordpress.com/2010/10/10/pleiadian-keys-to-the-living-library/

It Was Right In Front of Our Eyes

by Ev0lveUp a member of ATS forum.

The sunlight is different. Maybe you’ve noticed it too. Has it been an actual awareness, or a sense that something is ‘off’?

The sunlight is wrong: Knowing it…but not knowing just How.

(XXX) had commented a week before that the world looked different in his youth. He swears the photos taken in his childhood may reveal a bit of overexposure, but not all the glow was due to the film. He remembers with a bit of the sepia. (YYY) woke up with yet another headache, and announced, “The sunlight is too white.”

“..too white”? You know where this is going? Sure, you get your crystal prism. You go outside and you split the light. Where’s the broad red bar? Surely it should be there, dominating the spectrum. Find it- if you can. Orange? Yes. Pinkish trail? A bit. No long red bar. Not here anyway.

What is the color red? Slow frequency wave: Running somewhere between 400-484 THz. So, we’re moving into a higher frequency after all…only it’s not a ‘feel-good state of mind”, it’s a fact?

We’ve all heard about moving into an alignment, about higher frequencies, and DNA changes. But what does that MEAN?

Circumstantial evidence:

All broadcasts follow Red Green Blue frequencies. Whoops. Not now. They phased that out. We went digital. Television screens use Red Blue Green to make all colors through triangulation, and we’re all using different screens now. Flat screens, LCD, etc. In the UK, they want to put radio on digital waves as well.

Digital signals react differently to interference than analog signals. For example, common problems with analog television include ghosting of images, noise from weak signals, and many other potential problems which degrade the quality of the image and sound, although the program material may still be watchable. With digital television, the audio and video must be synchronized digitally, so reception of the digital signal must be very nearly complete; otherwise, neither audio nor video will be usable. Short of this complete failure, “blocky” video is seen when the digital signal experiences interference.


Oh, and then the light bulbs had to change. Everyone loves a bit of mood lighting, tinting golden in the early morning or the late evening. Only you lose that with the new mercury bulbs. Like the sunlight, they’re too white, too harsh.

According to the European Commission Scientific Committee on Emerging and Newly Identified Health Risks (SCENIHR) in 2008, the only property of compact fluorescent lamps that could pose an added health risk is the ultraviolet and blue light emitted by such devices. The worst that can happen is that this radiation could aggravate symptoms in people who already suffer rare skin conditions that make them exceptionally sensitive to light. They also stated that more research is needed to establish whether compact fluorescent lamps constitute any higher risk than incandescent lamps.[43


How will this affect us? How can we possibly know? Anyone born here has the optic development to perceive in the Red Green Blue spectrum. What happens as we lose the slowest frequency? What opens up? Is there a gain other than promised New Age ‘Enlightenment’ and what does that mean, anyway?

The average human retina contains two kinds of light cells: the rod cells (active in low light) and the cone cells (active in normal daylight). Normally, there are three kinds of cones, each containing a different pigment, which are activated when the pigments absorb light. The spectral sensitivities of the cones differ; one is maximally sensitive to short wavelengths, one to medium wavelengths, and the third to long wavelengths, with their peak sensitivities in the blue, yellowish-green, and yellow regions of the spectrum, respectively. The absorption spectra of all three systems cover the visible spectrum. These receptors are often called S cones, M cones, and L cones, for short, medium, and long wavelength; but they are also often referred to as blue cones, green cones, and red cones, respectively.

Although these receptors are often referred to as “blue, green, and red” receptors, this terminology is not very accurate, especially as the “red” receptor actually has its peak sensitivity in the yellow region. The sensitivity of normal color vision actually depends on the overlap between the absorption spectra of the three systems: different colors are recognized when the different types of cone are stimulated to different degrees. Red light, for example, stimulates the long wavelength cones much more than either of the others, and reducing the wavelength causes the other two cone systems to be increasingly stimulated, causing a gradual change in hue.

*emphasis mine

What about plants? They absorb the green light, but are dependent on the Red and Blue to thrive. Is this the true reason behind the genetically modified plants? Modified to thrive without the Red frequency? Will those gardening notice a failure to thrive in their plants, or will the alteration cause toxicity? Is this the reason behind the Draconian gardening laws?

Plants grown under red LEDs + 3% BL and red LEDs + 15% BL had carbohydrate and enzyme activity levels less than or similar to plants under white light. In summary, the wheat plants grown under red LEDs had lower rates of photosynthesis and differences in carbohydrate levels compared to white light-grown plants. These alterations in leaf starch and sucrose concentrations may be a function of spectral quality-dependent changes in the activity of rate-limiting enzymes in starch and sucrose synthesis


Should we worry if the Red frequency that provides the dominant force in our oceans’ thermal circulatory pattern is slipping away? What happens when areas are warm that should be cool, and the air currents are no longer swept up and out and over the poles and circulated correctly? Wouldn’t we begin to see strange weather patterns, changes in our temperatures and even dies offs of marine life? Oh, wait. We have.

For the analysis of tide heights, the Fourier series approach has in practice to be made more elaborate than the use of a single frequency and its harmonics. The tidal patterns are decomposed into many sinusoids having many fundamental frequencies, corresponding (as in the lunar theory) to many different combinations of the motions of the Earth, the Moon, and the angles that define the shape and location of their orbits.

For tides, then, harmonic analysis is not limited to harmonics of a single frequency.[42] In other words, the harmonies are multiples of many fundamental frequencies, not just of the fundamental frequency of the simpler Fourier series approach. Their representation as a Fourier series having only one fundamental frequency and its (integer) multiples would require many terms, and would be severely limited in the time-range for which it would be valid



What is the human + frequency relationship? “Indigo children” is the New Age description given to children born after 1986 (?). Is this the ‘feel good’ description to define an actual fact- a pretty painting to pre-dispose the populace into expecting change and giving it a lofty ‘ascension’ aspect? How will this transition affect those of us more aligned to the Red frequency, other than grieving the loss of the golden glow?

Descriptions of indigo children include the belief that they are empathetic, curious, strong-willed, independent, and often perceived by friends and family as being strange; possess a clear sense of self-definition and purpose; and also exhibit a strong inclination towards spiritual matters from early childhood. Indigo children have also been described as having a strong feeling of entitlement, or “deserving to be here.” Other alleged traits include a high intelligence quotient, an inherent intuitive ability, and resistance to authority.[4][6] According to Tober and Carroll, indigo children function poorly in conventional schools due to their rejection of authority, being smarter than their teachers, and a lack of response to guilt-, fear- or manipulation-based discipline.[7]


How much have we heard about ‘moving into a higher frequency or ‘else’ you fail? A LOT. How much have we heard that it’s not just a feel good tangential New Age diatribe? Zero.

Now, will we be allowed to discuss this? I don’t know. Will it affect us in our day to day lives? Well, it seems like it already is, going by the expenses put out to not mention it- but work around it anyway.

I’d like to hear your thoughts- and please, no bashing- I can also pick this post apart ten ways to Sunday, for its lack of scientific jargon. I’m attempting to communicate to the largest audience possible, not publish a scientific paper.

Ideally, I would like this thread to record all noticeable changes by curious ATS members, verification of Red frequency distribution in their area, and/or other noticeable ‘circumstantial evidence’.

It would also be interesting to discover what other actual changes have been couched in New Age jargon, easily dismissible.


Source: http://www.abovetopsecret.com/forum/thread701379/pg1

Who is Eckhart Tolle on a Soul level?

Eckhart Tolle ‘s soul has like me a Orion-Mintakan blueprint.

Birth Name:Ulrich Leonard Tolle; Birth Place:Lunen, Germany; Birth date:February 16,1948; Present Name:Eckhart Tolle

Eckhart Tolle Soul first originated on the planet of Artuvia (which is no longer inhabitable) that was located in the constellation of Orion. These who use to live there were called Mintakans. They were the pioneers that traveled on Earth to assist in the spiritual growth of this planet. Mintakans that currently incarnated here are accelerating their spiritual awareness at this time in order to relinquish future incarnations. They are different from other Soul groups as they always remained loyal to Spirit and always aligned themselves with Light. They recognize the Light in everyone and believe best about people. Mintakans have a deep desire to assist every one.

Eckhart’s Archangelic Realm of training is with Archangel Raphael which is the energy centre of Divine Love and Divine Healing. The chakra associated with this energy centre is the heart chakra.

These who trained in this realm are empathetic individuals and give love and healing to others so much that they become depleted. They sometimes find themselves being taken advantage of as they have a hard time saying no.

Eckhart’s Soul rate is 5.9. Most Earther Souls resonate in the fourth dimension and have Soul vibration rate between 4.0 and 4.9. as they concern more about the physical, mental, or emotional areas of life. Fifth-dimensional Souls have a vibration rate between 5.0 and 5.9. and spiritually aware. These with Soul vibration rate above 5.5 become uncomfortable in their physical bodies and may experience kundalini energy activation in their chakras.

Source: http://hubpages.com/hub/Tolle

The Plight of Sanni

They live among us. She is proof.
An exclusive interview with a woman who claims to be an Alpha hybrid
and reincarnation of the
Roswell crash survivor in 1947.
Read in detail what really happened on that fateful July night in the
New Mexico desert, and perhaps you will understand what it
must be like to be
Stranded on Earth!

THEY LIVE AMONG US. This comes as no surprise to most readers of The Star Beacon, who are — for the most part — open-minded and able to embrace the concept of extraterrestrials among us.

Sanni is a star person living among us. She was reluctant to grant this interview because she is terrified of being ridiculed. She asked me not to give “disclosure” about her. She has been severely criticized and harassed by Terrans all her life and adds, “I am almost paranoid of what people will think. They may feel I am a mental-ward case. I am not. I am a VISITOR. I do not want to be here.”

Some of Sanni’s art has appeared in previous Star Beacons. She asked that I not reveal her Earth name nor where she lives. She is a woman in her 40s who is disabled following a car accident and emotional trauma due to abuse. Because she lives on a fixed income, she is forced to live in a low-income apartment in an inner city. she has no family and few friends. Her desperate situation led her to seek out like-minded pen pals through Earth Star’s Galaxy Wide Friendship Club, and this is how I became acquainted with Sanni.

Disturbed by some of the reactions she received in the pen pal club, Sanni found my telephone number and called me one day last summer, weeping and begging to be understood.

How do I know she’s an extraterrestrial? To be honest, I don’t know. But the things she has told me in numerous letters has led me to keep an open mind and I suggest that the probability is very likely. After you hear her story, you can make up your own mind. Her letters come decorated with beautiful hieroglyphic symbols, some of which she incorporates directly into the text of her letters. Her handwriting is in block print, in broken English and misspellings — something she apparently cannot help. However, I have found Sanni to be highly intelligent, a creative artist, and sincere in her beliefs. I feel there is a wealth of information in her head that could possibly be exciting material for a future book.

But enough of my introduction. I’m going to let Sanni tell her own story.

Ann Ulrich, Editor

I have been writing the symbols
since I was around three years old in your Earth years. They are my people’s language. I’ve
written this same language all my past lives, before the Roswell crash, before I ever heard of Terra and its solar system. They are not channeled from visions or dreams. We E.T. souls are fluent in these, as well as other symbols.

Many of your readers might think I am “way out.” I am afraid I may be rejected by potential pen pals because of what I feel to be the truth of my existence and my interwoven tie to UFOs. I only want someone to relate to and share ideas with. I don’t mean to frighten Earth people, but it’s very hard to relate to Terrans on their level when you’re from elsewhere beyond this blue-and-white marble, Terra.

I hope you know how difficult it is for me to be here. It is immense culture shock. I only know my other species’ way, not the primitive Terrans’ ways. I read the (Star Beacon) newsletter and I am amazed at how open people are who write to the newsletter. An outsider to the psychic and UFO phenomenon would think that they are crazy or nuts. I wonder if any of them are ridiculed because of what they feel to be truth or “reality,” as they know it.

Memories about my past life started when I was a toddler and had flashbacks during electrical storms. My foster family took me to doctors to do hypnosis on me when I was older, to find the reason for phobias and about the flashbacks. This doctor wore a blueish-gray uniform and the place had lots of primitive flying vehicles. All about Roswell came out.

It has been revealed to me that in my last past life (the Roswell crash), my mother (her “unit”) would be selected to have me, that alien DNA genetic material would be implanted into her and she would have a hybrid being. I was of a first batch of hybrids — Alpha beings — those who could live on this planet, but with some difficulty. Alpha hybrids are outwardly human appearing, so they can “blend in” with the native population, but they have characteristics that set them apart as being “different” — real white skin, eyes sensitive to light, psychic ability and intuition, premonition abilities, gifts in music and art, high metabolisms, sense of knowing of being from elsewhere. There are more characteristics, Alpha hybrids also appear on board UFOs, along with my people, when humans are abducted.

I knew my mother would be an abductee before I came into the present incarnation. I met my real family, my Zeti Zetanai family, when I was a very young child — about two years old in Earth years — mostly at night or when no one was around. I had many visits. I remember my family. They were my guides in my past life; all but my Terran units (they were not and never will be my family).

I was not afraid because I knew my people and loved and missed them and wanted to be with them. The aliens — Grays-Pleiadians (my own species) — loved me. They did not abuse me in so many ways as Terrans do. I fear Terrans and am afraid of them more than my own species.

I was not wanted by (my mother) because I was not “normal.” I was small, very quiet, and did not look right to her, so I was discarded by her and grew up in Earth foster homes. My first home was with Mr. and Mrs. X. Mr. X was retired from the military. I was placed there because they took “special” young life forms.

My time with the X family was very damaging. I was sexually abused, physically and emotionally abused, and they always tried to make me feel like I was a “no one.” From my youngest times on this awful planet, they never once told me they loved me, never praised me, and whever I wanted to do anything they always told me I was crazy or a “f___ing nut” and not capable of being independent.

Mr. and Mrs. X took me to head doctors when I first “Mom” X about my “daddy” — my true father. Doctors said I was a schizo. I was hypnotized by this (doctor) and lots of things about my past lives came out. I spent from age 2 to age 19 in this home. Here is what they did to me: They censored TV, music, art, etc.; anything that had a space theme was forbidden. If UFOs were mentioned by me, I would be severely beaten and locked in the attic without food for one or two days or more. Mr. X would sexually touch my lower body and make me feel unnatural feelings I did not want to feel. Mr. X would hit me over the back and shoulders with a heavy push broom until I could hardly walk.

All (during) this time, I had visits by ones who loved me, the ones who created me during my mother’s abduction — the Grays, my own species — never did they abuse me; only humans have done this.

Every month so-called “social workers” would visit their house. We lived way out in the country. These social workers were always dressed in blueish-gray uniforms with light blue shirts and ties and drove a dark blue car with an emblem on its doors. They talked to Mr. and Mrs. X, asking them things (such as) “Does it get angry?” or “Does it eat foods?” “Does it get along with children?” These social workers always spoke about me as if I had no name or no feelings — nothing! I was called It — EBE 180365, etc.

I went to their big facility once a year to have tests — every kind of test to be run on me — hair samples, skin, etc. (It was) at a place that had lots of planes, helicopters and jets and lots of “social workers” dressed like the two who always came to ask questions about me. Mr. X said I was going to the nut house or funny farm. I ask you, does that sound like an institution
to you? Mental hospitals do not look like an airport facility.

I was first sent to this same place when I was around 2. My Earth mother had told her doctor why I looked different, because she had me on board a UFO or flying saucer, and that the saucer men impregnated her. I was a product of her UFO abduction/encounter. Why was this airport place so interested in doing tests on me and sending “social workers” out to study me for most of my life? They did tests on my IQ and said I was above normal in intelligence. I have always had a keen interest in astronomy, physics, astrophysics, aeronautics, science, biochemistry, etc., since I was very young. I feel these interests come from my past life before this one.

(Eventually) I was placed in another facility where everyone had to wear white uniforms. The place was surrounded by electric fences. We could not socialize and had to have a human with us to observe us. One thing about this place is, everyone resembled each other, that is the residents, not the ones who watched over us. I am 5’1, very white-skinned with wiry hair and delicate-boned and skinny. It was like we — the other residents and me — were from a batch. We were around the same age also. This (facility) is out West. From this facility I was placed within a succession of human foster homes. In each one I felt physical, sexual, emotional and spiritual abuse. These also were “checked” by those “airport facility people.” I stayed in 12 foster homes, was raped when I was in another facility, and finally got ‘assimilated” into human society when I was placed in a “special” apartment and all my daily activities were checked by a “living adjustment specialist” person.

All through grade school I was treated like I couldn’t learn the ways others could learn. I was put in a so-called “special” classroom where humans taught me about money, etc. Everything I did was scrutinized. Tell me, if the government is not so interested in UFO phenomena, why was I such a guinea pig for them?

At that facility with jets and planes sitting on long cement roads, with all those fences, I remember the “hospital” was underground and all doctors wore uniforms. They did tests and were so interested in my right ear because of the lump that feels like a macaroni shape. They would hold devices up to it, to see if it (the implant) would work correctly.

IT WAS EXTREME KARMIC PUNISHMENT. I was not supposed to lead an expedition to this solar system of Terra. I disobeyed the Council of Galactic Light (or Grays’ version of Interplanetary United Worlds or Nations). (There was to be) no interference in a primitive or warlike planet. No trade, no relations or landings were to be made upon a backward species planet.

I came here because I was a scientist and I caused the accident that ended my “life” and the lives of five crew members. I didn’t pay attention to the instruments and this created loss of shields and defenses around our vehicle. An electrical storm on your Terra knocked out the ship’s force-fields. We crashed in the desert with liquid pouring from the skies of Terra. I only
survived about a month of your Terran time.

I remember being thrown out of our vehicle and a big explosion ripped a hole. This caused scattering of machinery and crew out onto Terra’s desert. People were crying and in pain. I was badly hurt, and at that time I realized I’d broken Prime Directive One rules, as stated via the Council in our own home world.

I was taken to the “hospital” or facility. I didn’t understand English, as we didn’t have a universal language translator device or ULTD on our uniforms. I was stripped of my uniform. We used a device that was adhesive (that’s how your species created Velcro) to open and close uniforms.

I was badly burned on the left side, my leg, arm and head. I was in bad pain. Earth creatures gave me nothing to alleviate it. Earth creatures were bigger than me. They interrogated me by using nine specialists who knew telepathy. They asked questions, such as why we came here, were we hostile, did we have war, did we have religion, and things about our binary solar system.

I was a guinea pig to Earth creatures. They poked, prodded, stuck things (tubes) into me, touched me, and also abused me when they tried to determine if I was a male or female entity (I was a female.) I cannot put into English how much I hurt and how I regretted what I did.

We made six expeditions in all. We scientists only wanted samples of animals, plants, soil, water and rocks, to take home to replicate them to live on our Zeta Reticuli home world.

While in the hospital, I was tied to a steel table. I was nude, badly injured. All specialists looked at me. A telepathy expert translated to them what I told him. I asked him where he learned telepathy. He showed me tiny black triangles (devices that let humans communicate thoughts via telepathy). He said they came from one of our vehicles — UFOs — that they forcefully shot down a few years before, that was in 1945. They (those UFO crews), too, disobeyed Council rules and are trapped in your dimensional level.

Most of military-scientific technology was integrated into your present technology from shooting down UFOs and interrogating survivors. Terrans were war-like in dealing with us. We posed no threat to your nations. We were scientists on an expedition to observe and collect specimens.

I was a lieutenant on this mission (Roswell) that failed — XXBAOTTG vehicle was more advanced than Terrans’. its crews’ physical containers for souls — bodies — are preserved at a place we were taken to, and where I physically “died” in the Eastern United State, at a place with lots of flying vehicles, XXBAOTTG was not completely demolished at the crash (site). Your
species back-engineered what survived intact. That’s how you got fiber optics, computers, lasers and hundreds of other things to advance your technology. It carried six crew members and experiment chambers, life support systems. Propulsion was antigravity.

XXBAOTTG was designed for intermediate travel. We were “shuttled” to within one light year of Terra via a large mother ship craft, made to operate within a planet’s atmosphere, but needed the services of the mother ship to bring it to the nearby solar system. Its on-board computers were the small size of present laptops. We could translate any Terran language or access a planet’s atmospheric composition via them. If you want to know more about our ships, let me know, I will answer.

XXBAOTTG’s sister ship utilized a type of pulsed nuclear-antimatter reactors propulsion-drive unit or cores — two of each about the size of a small ball — arranged around a crystal matrix, about 6 feet in diameter. “Fuel” has a life of 100 of your Earth years. This unit fit in the lower deck or floor of the vehicle. It can be raised or lowered above the floor level.

WE WERE NOT INVADERS, nor are we “robots” or androids. Our internal anatomy is more advanced than Terrans’. We have what would appear to Terrans to be no digestive tracts. We have an advanced system. Our digestion is done in one tube. We have complete digestion, no excretion (solid) is produced. We “urinate” as heavy cinnamon-smelling sweat on the upper body. Males have rudimentary sex organs (penis); testes are internal, not external “balls” as on Terrans. Females have small uteri and scanty “monthlies.” The heart is two-chambered; only a fused lung, not two as in Terrans. Blood is more watery than in Terrans. there is no need for iron. Advanced species do not require as many organs as they are at a much higher evolutionary level. On your earth, single-celled organisms you term primitive are to “us” advanced life forms. My species are of the insectoid type, combined with the mammalian type in our very early evolution.

Our home world is thousands of Earth “years” ahead of Terra. We evolved physically beyond that of Terrans. We are not as big. We don’t need many internal organs. We have larger brains that are more advanced. We have no hair. We evolved beyond “animal species” in our early history on our binary star system. We have no need for long gestation periods as Terrans do.

As I said, we were guinea pigs. Terrans could not classify us as humans nor as mammals, only intermediate between humanoids and insectoid life forms. I was technically classified as EBE-1947-7347. That means aliens found with wreckage at the crash site in the seventh “month” (July), third day in the “month” — 3 and 47 means “1947” in your Earth “time.” I did not understand
the concept of human’s “times.” We did not use the same measurement as on Terra.

My interests include music (classical to New Age), art of all sorts, collecting rocks and minerals and coins (meppia), studying geology, meteorology, anthropology, biology, ornithology, metaphysics, astronomy, herpetology and insects. I love nature, the woods, oceans and oceanography. I have no access to nature, as I live in a polluted city which I can barely tolerate physically and mentally. I wish I could live in the country or in the mountains, as I would feel better.

To keep myself sane, I meditate, channel different entities, astral travel, do healings if needed and do readings if my people feel it necessary. My life is very limited, due to all the abuse I suffered. It caused me not to trust anyone (and) to be suspicious. I don’t get along with Terrans because of this. I feel all they want is to hurt me emotionally. I am also limited
due to a car accident that left me blind in my left eye, deaf in my left ear, with a fractured hip and back and lots of fatigue.

The only good that came from the accident is that my horizons opened (for me) to accept myself and my own species as being pure beings of light. I was awakened to my inner abilities. My experiences are more religious to me. I’ve had many UFO sightings, some in broad daylight. I feel love toward them and am glad my psychic abilities are turned on.

I cannot work because of all the trauma from the abuse and from the car accident. I live on a scanty pension of 514 meppia a month. I do not feel I am a valuable person. I am depressed a lot and do not wish to live as I am forced to, by my environment.

(I) live in a mostly African-American, high crime area and I am scared to go out. (My big city) is too conservative for my thinking. I am (considered) a “kook,” “lunatic,” “delusional” type to my Earth Terra “friends.”

I am too sensitive to be living on Terra. There is too much hate and negativity for me. I need love, unconditional love and acceptable.

EDITOR’S NOTE: Sanni welcomes letters from understanding people who can offer their friendship and share like-minded thoughts.

Source: http://sanniceto.tripod.com/plight.html

Extraordinary: Quantum Kids – 'Humans evolution'

Quantum Speed Reading – the book!
Get it here: http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/1571744711/sr=8-1/qid=1142335795/ref=sr_1_1/…

See how it all began – Meet Mrs. Tobitani… here: http://www.quantumspeedreading.com/

Link video: http://www.kryon.com/quantumvideo.html
Indroduction on video by Lee Carroll

THIS IS THE VIDEO that Lee has been playing for audiences all over the world for the last two years. Now, it is available for you to see here on this web page.
Japan educator Yumiko Tobitani tells us that we can teach this method! However, it may take generations before we see this attribute happening naturally with Humans in general. Is is real? It is, having been shown nationally on Japanese TV, and checked out. Humans are evolving.

NOTE: This video was created with permission from Yumiko Tobitani.